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I'm pissed about every thing. I know I should have stated my cycle by now and it's late (not preggers, not ever possible). So I have all these hormones and they've not bled away, like they should have. Nope, just storing them up so that I'm extra angry and shitty. fun. Ready for violence.
The trip was great, didn't see my aunt or uncle but the rest was really nice. I wish I had more time so I could have played more and seen people more.
I think my bitchiness could have to do with all the fruit, 2 cups of coffee and 1 cup of tea. So I'm trying peanut butter toast at bed time like Jessie suggested. A food/feelings diary might be in order, to see what foods I have to avoid. Gonna suck but likely worth the effort. I know I need protein and that sugars screw me up bad. But I think there is more to this. If it were that simple my precautions would mean I'm ok all the time. I am not. So fuck.