Feb 13, 2005 09:47
hey...im in a doozie. taylor and i broke up saturday because I have (really strong) feelings for Brian, among other things. but as you know..valentine's day is tomorrow. brian is planning something really really sweet for me. moodie said it was so sweet that if he did it to her, she would cry. but i told him not to ask me out because it was too soon, you know? come on, two days? i really like him though, I have since we broke up at the beginning of the year, or if you want to trace it back farther, the eighth grade trip. so i really don't know what I'm going to do, because I want to go out with him right now but i don't want to earn the bad rep. oh, wait...i think i already have that.
today moodie n i are going to church with mae n then we're taking moodie home and im going to mae's and at five we're going back to church for a banquet of some sort. oh well, i get community service anyways.
on v-day, mae, bobby, me, taylor, and possibly moodie n harrison are going to dinner and a movie. we don't know about moodie n harrison yet cuz moodie needs to ask her parents. Plus, we didn't even ask mae. but taylor's still going. I called him like at 10 last night and he told me he still wanted to go. i was like...erm..okay then. we're seeing boogyman.
okay just cuz i feel like writing, I'm going to tell you why I broke up with Taylor.
1.) I didn't feel anything for him
2.) He wasn't friends with my guy friends, which sucked because I had to pick which one to hang out with and it pissed me off
3.) Vivian didn't like him, and it was an issue with me
4.) He wasn't in my group of friends. even though people say it's not a factor, it really is. no matter who denies it.
5.) At school I didn't like hanging out with him.
6.) um...
7.) I think that's it.
Well I guess I'm going to go..I'll write later cuz I'm in that kinda mood.