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Nov 15, 2007 00:26

Dear Life,

I really hate you right now.
Why can't you just give me what I want..what I need..for once.
Everything feels like it is falling apart.
A good friend since 9th grade chose her asshole boyfriend over a 6 year long friendship.
I have to get rid of my dog.
I have zero luck with boys...for some reason they just aren't interested in me. I guess I' ( Read more... )

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seattle_bound November 15 2007, 12:45:17 UTC
You have to get rid of your dog? WHY????

I'm sorry things aren't going your way and I wish I could help you out, but I'm here if you need to talk.

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loveinabottle November 15 2007, 17:36:45 UTC
I'm sorry Ellie.<3. I know what you mean though, I am so totally lost, in every way possible right now. I am sooooo lonely, I have no one here, not one friend of my own yet. I've been up all night crying for days now- and I don't like it either. No job = no money= no public transportation= no life. I really need to see you. I miss you so much. I hope Nikki gets to come, I know how much you love her and how that would cheer you up. She should choose you, maybe if you beat her up for not choosing you, she will. That sounded mean but you know what I'm talking about. IDK. I love you dollface. <3 Sophie

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saywhat_youmean November 15 2007, 20:48:31 UTC
Yea, depression is not fun.
I'm thinking we may have to drive there after all.
I dont think I can afford to drop between $300 and $400 on a plane ticket.
Let me know if your brother or sister let you know anything.
I want to see you really bad too!
I am so alone.
Nikki is trying to get ahold of our friend that she is supposed to come with and let me know something soon.
She isnt the one that chose a boy over me though....I dont think she could ever do that to me.

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loveinabottle November 15 2007, 21:13:39 UTC
Well, you can talk to me. Oh! Well, who did that then? Wait , I know who- sorry about that comment about Nikki then, I'm dumb.

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saywhat_youmean November 16 2007, 07:30:03 UTC
I don't really feel like I can talk to anyone when I get like that, I know it is unhealthy but I cant help it. I have a hard time really opening up.
But, i'm feeling better now.

Priscilla chose her asshole guy over me.

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seattle_bound November 16 2007, 03:28:46 UTC
I know what you mean about the you can't talk about it. If that makes sense, but I know what you mean. I've been in those situations so many times. I hope things work out. Aubrey and I will be in town Tuesday-Sunday.

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saywhat_youmean November 16 2007, 07:29:01 UTC
OMG will you PLEASE call me this time?!?!?

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saywhat_youmean November 15 2007, 20:46:18 UTC
I have to get rid of Ami, not Pixie.
She is just too much work and too much of a hassle.
She is stressing my parents out.
But, I think I've already found a good home for her where I know she'll be taken care of and I can still see her if I want.

I really appreciate that hunnie,
but thats one of mu problems: I CANT talk to anyone.
It's a really difficult thing for me to do...

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