i have nothing to do for the next... half hour.
gah. i am exhausted. mentally, physically, emotionally. i just want to freeze time and take a break from life. i only wish it were possible to do that. i've always wished that i could have magical powers like sabrina the teenage witch. it's a shame that witchcraft doesn't really exist.
i gave up cheating for lent. as far as sacrificing big things in your life goes, cheating is a pretty huge one. probably the hardest thing i've given up in my whole life. i have this essay due in english about the jungle by upton sinclair. and its about 300 pages long and i'm supposed to be done with the book, and the essay by wednesday. thing is.. i haven't even started the book because i've been depending on sparknotes to help me through. but, by my definition of cheating, sparknotes is no longer allowed. because, damnit, i'd feel guilty. and i don't have the time to read the book and write the essay because i have an even more important essay due on monday that i haven't even started. so. pretty much. i've screwed myself over.
and as for science? eff that. mrs. gonzalez made me take the test.. even though i was gone most the week last week and walked into class on monday saying "do i have to take the test tomorrow? i have no idea whats going on." and she said "i went over it all last week." and i thought to myself "yeah. but i was gone all week." and then i saw her that night at vons on yosemite and i said "i'm really not ready for that test." and she said "yeah you are. i heard you answering questions today." and i said "no. that was megan. i was the one asking the questions." and then, the next day, she made me take the test. for which i studied for. and of which i failed. which now gives me a d in that damn class.
on the bright side, i got an a on my stats test for the chapter i had to teach myself. i guess you could call me a genius. but then you'd have to take that label away when you saw my grade in chem.
and, finally, colleges. i've decided, officially, that i would absolutely adore going to boston college. my co-worker was trying to convince me not to want to go to boston because i won't learn life there. he suggested i go to philly. but, my question is.. what's the difference? i'm not entirely sure that i can see one.
i guess i really have nothing else to talk about. believe it or not.
cheers to setting your alarm for 6:30.. thinking you woke up at 6:30 and then realizing your clock was set to mountain time so you really woke up at 5:30. wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
i gave up cheating for lent. as far as sacrificing big things in your life goes, cheating is a pretty huge one. probably the hardest thing i've given up in my whole life. i have this essay due in english about the jungle by upton sinclair. and its about 300 pages long and i'm supposed to be done with the book, and the essay by wednesday. thing is.. i haven't even started the book because i've been depending on sparknotes to help me through. but, by my definition of cheating, sparknotes is no longer allowed. because, damnit, i'd feel guilty. and i don't have the time to read the book and write the essay because i have an even more important essay due on monday that i haven't even started. so. pretty much. i've screwed myself over.
and as for science? eff that. mrs. gonzalez made me take the test.. even though i was gone most the week last week and walked into class on monday saying "do i have to take the test tomorrow? i have no idea whats going on." and she said "i went over it all last week." and i thought to myself "yeah. but i was gone all week." and then i saw her that night at vons on yosemite and i said "i'm really not ready for that test." and she said "yeah you are. i heard you answering questions today." and i said "no. that was megan. i was the one asking the questions." and then, the next day, she made me take the test. for which i studied for. and of which i failed. which now gives me a d in that damn class.
on the bright side, i got an a on my stats test for the chapter i had to teach myself. i guess you could call me a genius. but then you'd have to take that label away when you saw my grade in chem.
and, finally, colleges. i've decided, officially, that i would absolutely adore going to boston college. my co-worker was trying to convince me not to want to go to boston because i won't learn life there. he suggested i go to philly. but, my question is.. what's the difference? i'm not entirely sure that i can see one.
i guess i really have nothing else to talk about. believe it or not.
cheers to setting your alarm for 6:30.. thinking you woke up at 6:30 and then realizing your clock was set to mountain time so you really woke up at 5:30. wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.