long day, bad day...
I still had some tears left in me. I feel so lousy today and I want to wring every drop of lousiness out of myself. Because If I don't, I'm going to go through life carrying the lump of lousiness inside me and it'll haunt me every single minute. According to discovery channel those constant stream of sadness, depression or anxiety creates "bad" fluid inside your body which flow thorugh your veins and in due time might become a disease or worse a cancer. I also read from one of the best selling book that most back pain is due to repressed anger and unhappiness. (Hmmm)
Sometimes when I feel lousy and somebody tries to cheer me up it makes it even lousier. Fighting sadness doesnt always work sometimes, its useless, maybe just be sad and before you know it sadness is flat on its ass and you walk away with a smile on your face again.
~sigh~ (thats all i can do now) it feels a little better letting that air of frustration out from ur mouth.
or ~sleep~
Sometimes when I feel lousy and somebody tries to cheer me up it makes it even lousier. Fighting sadness doesnt always work sometimes, its useless, maybe just be sad and before you know it sadness is flat on its ass and you walk away with a smile on your face again.
~sigh~ (thats all i can do now) it feels a little better letting that air of frustration out from ur mouth.
or ~sleep~