Title: Unbreak My Heart
Author: Matsusayuri
Pairing: OC x Matsujun
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Other than Akiyama Yuko, the rest of the character did not belong to me no matter how much I wished for it.
Notes: Yuko meet Shun accidently and Jun finally do something about it. Hehe~
Yuko sipped her coffee and looked outside the window. Sitting alone inside a coffee shop sometimes calms her. It had been exactly 1 month since her breakdown and it has also been 1 month since she started ignoring all Shun’s attempt to contact her. She could still remember the days and nights spend by Arashi to be with her and cheer her up. She is greatly thankful to whoever up there who loves her and gave her the 5 guys who are her bestfriends. She touched her hair and chuckled to herself remembering the unbelievable faces they had shown to her when they saw her with that careless chopped hairstyle. Nino immediately become her hairstylist that night and cut it for her.
After a week, she finally got to convince all of them that she is fine and not crazy. She didn’t want to bother them anymore knowing that they are busy and even keeping schedule who will look after her if another person is busy. She sighed remembering all of that. Now all of them became her overprotective big brothers instead of just big brothers like they once were. Her phone vibrates again and ‘Kazu-nii’ appeared on the caller ID. She sighs and answered her phone.
“Where are you?!” screamed the other line. Yuko winced and keep her phone away from her ear for a moment before placing it back on her ear.
“Kazu-nii, you don’t have to scream you know. I am not deaf in any way,” Yuko calmly replied. She took another sip of her coffee again.
“Don’t give me that bad joke right now, young lady. I have been calling you and you didn’t answer and we thought you might be…”
“Attempting to Kill myself?” Yuko cut off Nino's words, chuckling a little.
“That is soooo not funny,” Nino replied. Yuko can listen to his irritated breath and smiled.
“I’m sorry, I was just relaxing at the café and didn’t realize you were calling me,” Yuko reasoned. She can hear that Nino calmed down a bit.
“Well, you better call Jun now and tell him where you are because he went out searching for you,” Nino said.
“Wakatta,” Yuko answered and hang up. She immediately called Jun and after a few mad barking from him he said that he will come and pick her up now. Yuko shook her head and continue sipping on her coffee. Suddenly, she sense that someone standing beside her table and she look up only to see her nightmare coming true. The person she didn’t wish to see again, currently standing in front of her. He stands in front of her looking as handsome as she can remember and that man is Oguri Shun.
“Yuko?” ask Shun as he take off his sunglass and look at her as if he is trying to identify her. Yuko first instinct is to run and hide but she must be strong. She takes a deep breath and let it go to calm herself.
“Oh, hi Shun,” Yuko said and signaling him to sit down. He takes the offer and ordered coffee along the way
“You cut your hair,” Shun said. Yuko chuckled as she touched her hair to smoothen it out.
“Yeah, it was getting a way with my life so I just decided to cut it,” Yuko replied while looking outside the window.
“Oh, pity, I've always loved your long hair,” Shun said and try to reach for her hand but she immediately pulled it away and crossed her arms.
“So, how’s Mao? Doing fine I guess?” Yuko said, sarcastically with a smirk. Shun winced at that statement and lean back.
“We…we didn’t see each other anymore. Since ermmm..” Shun replied, fidgeting a little.
“Since I caught both of you playing ‘doctor’?” Yuko said while her finger make quotation mark when she said doctor. Shun just nodded and she can see that he is trying to find something to say. Yuko lean her back more and look at the scenery inside the café. Silent moments engulf them and all they can hear are their breathing.
“Yuko, I still love you,” Shun whispered while looking at her, begging her to understand.
“I’m sorry Shun but what you did is something I can’t forgive. Maybe, we just never meant to be. I’m sorry but I have to go,” said Yuko. She gathered her things and leave a bit of cash for her coffee. When she was about to leave, Shun grabbed her arm. Yuko tried to pull away but his grip tightened.
“Ne Yuko, can’t you give me a second chance?” Shun said without letting go of her arm. Yuko just shook her head and at the same time trying to free her arm from his grip. Before she can say anything, another hand is coming to her view. That hand grabbed Shun’s hand and forcefully push it out of the way, freeing her arm from Shun’s grip while the other hand of that person pulling her to stand up and pushing her towards his back, shielding her away from Shun.
“Shun, what are you doing here?” Jun said coldly. He was staring at Shun’s face with disgust.
“I just want to talk to her,” Shun said and standing in front of Jun. Jun raised his eyebrow and decided to just ignored Shun. He pulled Yuko by her elbow and started to walk away but Shun still didn’t give up and tried to approach them again. Everything happens so fast and it is all blurred in Yuko’s point of view. All that she knows that when it is all over, Jun is standing above Shun and Shun is sprawled on the floor with bleeding lips.
“Stay away from her. You have done enough,” said Jun spitefully. Yuko start to pull Jun away to get out from there and when they are inside the car, Jun drives away from the scene. Yuko can feel her anger building up, she just can’t believe at what Jun just did. What will happen if the press got the news? She didn’t want this to hurt his career and his life. She didn’t know what he was thinking when doing all of this. The car start to move faster as Jun angrily stepped the pedal. Upon arrival at her apartment, they went inside.
“What the hell are you thinking, Jun!” Yuko start to scream at Jun while throwing her coat to the couch. Jun just sit there and remain silent. He clenches his fist and his eyebrow furrowed together.
“Jun, the paparazzi or reporters might be there and this can ruin your career. I know that you care but you should think. You don’t have to do this all just for me. What are you thinking?” ask Yuko again. She is mad at herself for letting this happen. She can’t believe it. Jun start to stand and pacing around but he still didn’t give her the explanation that she wanted.
“Jun, come on. This is ridiculous. I know that you being protective but..,” said Yuko again while trying to make Jun to look at her. Jun suddenly punch the wall and grabbed her shoulder.
“Ridiculous? You called what I do for you are ridiculous?” Jun said in anger.
“Why Jun? Why you do all this? Don’t you think it can ruined your career if this thing gone out?” said Yuko while she trying to break free from Jun’s grip. The more she try to be free, the more Jun’s grip on her shoulder tightened.
“Don’t you see, I will die for you, Yuko-chan. Just to protect you, I will do anything,” Jun said softly and look at her eyes. Suddenly she froze and dumbfounded. In his eyes, the looks that she never has saw it before or merely never notice it before. She always thought that the look in his eyes on her always like a big brother to his little sister but she is wrong. He looks at her as if he loves her more than that.
“I do all this because I love you,” Jun said and without signal he kissed her on lips. Yuko’s eyes went wide from the shock but she can’t push him away because it feels right. She closed her eyes and savors his kiss as his hand wrapped around her waist to bring her closer to him.
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Yuko stand in the kitchen stirring something inside a pot. Suddenly, her mind when back to the time Jun is kissing her. Automatically, her finger touches her lips, remembering how the kissed tastes like. She blushes to herself and smack herself on her head. She can’t believe it happen and lots of questions popping out in her brain but it always been silent by the kissing memory. Being kissed by Jun makes her whole body feel like it is burning and she never experienced that while kissing Shun or any other ex-boyfriend she had.
“Yuko-chan, the sauce is burning,” suddenly a voice spoke and it woke her up from her stupor. She immediately picked the pot away from the stove but it burned her finger because the pot is hot. The pot slip away from her grip and fall down on the floor. She winced in pain while holding her hand on her chest. A hand immediately grab her hand and start to examine her finger.
“I’m fine, Jun-kun. There goes my meat sauce,” said Yuko while looking at the scattered sauce on the floor. Jun look at her and raised his eyebrow. He laughs a little and starts to pour cold water to her finger to make it less painful.
“What are you thinking to make you this careless?” ask Jun while he dabbed some cream to her finger.
“Nothing,” answer Yuko but her eyes glaze away from Jun and her cheek start to blush. Jun smirk and bring her face to his view again. He kissed her lips and then her cheek and lastly her forehead. He holds her hand close to his lips and kissed her knuckles too. Yuko blush getting deeper and all she can do is stared at Jun’s lips. It frustrated her because he know how to make her feels restless like this and it can’t be help that he is super sadist. He love to tease her whenever he can and he knows exactly what to do.
“I think I should clean that,” Yuko said trying to change the subject. She immediately grabs a wet cloth but Jun gets it faster.
“Why don’t you go change and let me clean this up,” Jun said while pushing her out from the kitchen. By the time she get changed, he already clean everything up and order a pizza. Yuko just stand by the couch, fidgeting a little and unsure what to do. She never feels like this and it did not help now that her boyfriend is also her childhood friend who she knew for so long. He is her boyfriend right? With all that thoughts jumbling in her brain, she didn’t realize that Jun already standing in front of her.
“Yuko-chan, is everything alright?” Jun asked. A worried look appear on his handsome face.
“Yes, I’m fine. Just this thing ermm I mean you and me, kind of happening all of the sudden. Not that I hate that or anything like that but I don’t want people to think that I am justusing you as rebound or something like that because the whole Shun and stuff and we, I mean Shun and I just break up and everything and you, I have known you for so long like a big brother and all…” Yuko keep rambling and Jun shakes her hand a bit to stop her…
“You're rambling, Yuko-chan,” he said with a bit laughter in his voice. Yuko take a deep breath to calm herself up.
“About the rebound stuff, I don’t care what peoples say and I don’t care if you using me as rebound but you know it yourself that you are not. You are not that type, Yuko-chan. I know that because I know you,” said Jun and when she try to express her opinion he kissed her to silent her.
“I’m not done,” Jun said and smirk. Yuko just nodded and blush.
“About the thinking of me as big brother, do you really think of me as that. You calling the rest of us with nii at the back except me. I always Jun-kun instead of Jun-nii, don’t you ever wonder why?”explain Jun again. With his reason, she thought about it and wondering the same why she never called him Jun-nii before. Maybe deep inside, her heart don’t let and maybe she never think of him as a big brother like the rest of Arashi.
“Lastly, about us. I do think you as my girlfriend. You are my girlfriend, right?” Jun said and looks at her eyes, making sure.
“Am I?” Yuko asked while pointing at herself. Jun nodded and kissed her again. Yuko wrapped her arms around his neck and he brings her closer. His kiss getting deeper and hotter but they have been interrupted by a constant doorbell ringing. Jun sigh and let her go. He headed to the door and opens it. Immediately 4 guys come inside and on Aiba’s hand is several boxes of pizza.
“Food delivery~” Aiba said cheerfully while placing the boxes at the coffee table. Behind all that, Yuko saw that Nino have been shaking Jun’s hand a lot and pat Jun’s back too with a happy smile. She wonder what conversation they had?
“Kazu-nii, why are you smiling like that. Disgusting,” Yuko said teasingly.
“Hey, this smile is worth millions. I am just so happy that Shun finally been beaten but I am so not happy that it is not me who beat him up,” Nino replied while taking a slice of pizza. He start to munch it and sits beside Ohno. Yuko raised her eyebrow and shake her head.
“Don’t you guys ever think that thing might affect your career if it’s goes out?” ask Yuko.
“Nope. We don’t care either way and Shun really deserves that,” Sho replied instead. Yuko just sigh and sits beside Jun. Jun just smiled and put his arm around her while his other hand holding a pizza. She just don’t understand, she knew that they love her and all but she will hate herself if anything happen to them. Especially the career that they worked so hard for and she know that it is not easy for them to be this popular. Busy schedules, long hour works, less vacation but they just willing to ruined that just for her. She feels Jun’s hand squeezing her shoulder and when she looks up to him, he just smile and handed her a pizza. She just takes it and start to eat it in silence. Jun kissed her on the side of her head and reaching for another pizza but then she heard someone is clearing their throat.
“Ano…is there anything that you guys wanna tell us?” Aiba said while pointing at both Yuko and Jun. All of the sudden, everyone’s eyes looking at her and Jun after Aiba’s statement. Jun just look away and biting his pizza smiling while Yuko feels restless been stared like that.
“Ne ne ne, something happens between you guys?” Aiba asked again while crawling towards Jun and Yuko. When he didn’t get any answer from Jun or Yuko he started to look at them with his special puppy eyes look. Yuko tried to look away from it but the other also been staring.
“Well, me and Yuko-chan finally together, okay?” answered Jun. Aiba start to do banzai pose and then been followed by everyone else. Yuko just shake her head and figured that everyone else know something about Jun’s love towards her.
“So, what stage are you guys in anyway? Bedroom stage?” said Nino while wriggling his eyebrows.
“Nino!” Yuko shout and throw napkin towards Nino but he skillfully catch it. Her face burned from embarrassment and she hides her face with her hand while the other guys laugh out loud. Jun start to bring her closer to him and she know that she is protected and loved.