Why am I the way I am?

[sayswhosaysme]

I swear there's like, something in the universe that tells girls to not talk to me at all for some long period, and then all of a sudden all appear at one time. I don't like that Universe. A steady flow of them would be much appreciated. Kthx.

Anyways, I wonder if I'm ever gonna be a ho. I don't really know why I feel so stingy with my body but part

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[thisfalseart]

Do you want to be a ho? And if so, why? I think there's something very respectful and admiring about being "stingy" with your body, as long as your not a tease. I couldn't do it, but it mostly has to do with the fact that I'm selfish and/or I like to please (those two in conjunction sound like it doesn't make sense, but it does, trust). Point is that you don't have to find a balance if it's not you. Don't force it. Be who are you are and revel in it.

[chrysanthe121]

to the commenter above me: I hate that you always beat me on commenting here.
Really though, i agree with what she said. i think it's just important to make sure you have a dialogue in your head about why you are how you are and why you might want to make some changes. i agree it's important to be "who you are" generally speaking, but there's also nothing wrong with being who you want to be. So yeah. I don't make sense, but I know from experience that things like this can be either all or nothing and it can be difficult to find a comfortable middle ground, but i think if you just make sure you're comfortable with every step of the way, then you'll be ok.