all along the watchtower.
i am so excited for everything that is happening in this house, right now.
this is the best news possible.
i just wish i didn't feel like my roommates hated me half the time.
eh such trifles huh jude?
i miss lori.
i miss lori a lot.
i am dating a new boy, a boy who doesn't hurt my feelings non-stop and i think he genuinely cares about me.
we'll see.
my parents will be here tomorrow morning bright and early.
i wish i wasn't such a stressball right now.
i feel like i'm taking it out on maren and i don't mean to be i'm just so damn irritable jude.
do you ever feel like things are great but yet you have to stress because you just don't know what else to do with your time? or your mind for that matter?
it's been slightly over three years since jonas passed away and thinking about it makes me feel like a shitty person because i'm not depressed about it right now, like i maybe should be?
like i maybe want to be?
maybe i just am happy and i feel guilty for losing my angst?
haha ridiculous but seriously i feel like an adult and i never thought i would.
i just want to say happy holidays to everyone that reads this, if anyone really does i mean.
happy holidays and i'm going to be in the best mood ever, from now on.
MAYBE THEN I WILL HAVE FRIENDS AGAIN!?
maybe, though sawatdee has pretty much slaughtered my social life.
this is the best news possible.
i just wish i didn't feel like my roommates hated me half the time.
eh such trifles huh jude?
i miss lori.
i miss lori a lot.
i am dating a new boy, a boy who doesn't hurt my feelings non-stop and i think he genuinely cares about me.
we'll see.
my parents will be here tomorrow morning bright and early.
i wish i wasn't such a stressball right now.
i feel like i'm taking it out on maren and i don't mean to be i'm just so damn irritable jude.
do you ever feel like things are great but yet you have to stress because you just don't know what else to do with your time? or your mind for that matter?
it's been slightly over three years since jonas passed away and thinking about it makes me feel like a shitty person because i'm not depressed about it right now, like i maybe should be?
like i maybe want to be?
maybe i just am happy and i feel guilty for losing my angst?
haha ridiculous but seriously i feel like an adult and i never thought i would.
i just want to say happy holidays to everyone that reads this, if anyone really does i mean.
happy holidays and i'm going to be in the best mood ever, from now on.
MAYBE THEN I WILL HAVE FRIENDS AGAIN!?
maybe, though sawatdee has pretty much slaughtered my social life.