here we go

[saysay8]

maybe this trip will change my life
maybe ill be ok

maybe it will reaffirm what i already know
maybe what i already knew

maybe who i used to be will get to come out for some air

this entry is turning into my own version of hard candy christmas

oh, dolly
look at you
in my life way too much today

i want to be on the tony awards someday
when im old and grey and have something real to work on

and this shall be my goal
and i will call him my squishy

sometimes it just feels good to want something
even if its just pretend

you know
being alive and all that

ok
france awaits
then back to savannah to face my demons and prepare myself for life

and then
i face the rest of the world

head on

is there any other way?

here we go