I've been pretty depressed lately. I guess I'm just stressed. And everything gets to me easily. Whenever I try to sort things out en shit thoguh.. someone else gets mad or something. I mean.. going en doing my own shit is sometimes just a way for me to vent en get things off my mind. I dunno what to do anymore. My mind is boggled.... it's like I don't even know why I'm depressed anymore. I can't get my thoughts straight. I need some medicine for this shit or something.. cuz I can't take it.
Anyways... I've been thinking.. I need more friends... more people I can hang out with... and for some reason I gave up on some of my old friends way to easily. So YAY!.... I'm hanging out with my best friend from camp this weekend. I'm meeting her Saturday in Queensbury(that's where she lives) at a baloon festival.. then we're gonna hang out that night. And Friday night.. I'm hanging out with my long lost friend... Darci. I miss her a lot... and I'm hoping we can become real close again. Because I've lost a few friends in highschool... that I shouldn't have... I was just too easily influenced in highschool.. that's why it sucked so bad. Hopefully Ashley is coming over tomorrow.... but I don't know.
I had orientation today for Panera Bread and got free food... O YEA!
KBye.