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167.2 lbs.
33"
Did 11 minutes of jumping rope workout today. Also walked all over campus, part of it lugging a full book bag. Might walk to work and back tonight, because I'm only going for a few hours and it will still be fairly well-lit and populated.
I haven't had a cigarette in four days. At the end of today, it will be five. In the last three weeks, I've bought one pack, and I didn't even smoke all of it. The last drag I took was off a friend's cigarette, and it tasted horrible. I don't even miss it that much when I'm drinking. The hardest part is when I'm bored at work, but I've been guzzling water and chewing a lot of gum to combat those cravings. I've also been taking homework to work, so that I can do that instead of standing around being bored. One of the owners at work is primarily a doctor, and he told a couple of us that it takes two weeks to break a habit. So I've got nine days to go, and this should get much easier. One thing I'm trying to deal with the most is the idea of relieving stress with a smoke. You can get a lot of tension out with that one little act, as silly as that sounds.
Brandon and I have been spending more time together. I think either I hurt him more than he's letting on, or someone told him that he needed to play harder to get. Either way, he's maintaining a certain degree of aloof distance, and it's pretty hot. I hope that it isn't because he's wary of me because I told him that we should just be friends all those months ago, though that would be totally valid. He requested off work for both of us on Thursday, and we're going to St. Louis and spend time at the Art Museum and maybe the Zoo. He's also decided that we're going bowling soon, we talked with a friend at work about double-dating with him and his girlfriend... So, we're dating. And I hate that we have a deadline on this relationship. It's like we have to figure out how serious we are by August, because then it will be either break up or do the long distance thing. You can't casually date from three states away, you know?
33"
Did 11 minutes of jumping rope workout today. Also walked all over campus, part of it lugging a full book bag. Might walk to work and back tonight, because I'm only going for a few hours and it will still be fairly well-lit and populated.
I haven't had a cigarette in four days. At the end of today, it will be five. In the last three weeks, I've bought one pack, and I didn't even smoke all of it. The last drag I took was off a friend's cigarette, and it tasted horrible. I don't even miss it that much when I'm drinking. The hardest part is when I'm bored at work, but I've been guzzling water and chewing a lot of gum to combat those cravings. I've also been taking homework to work, so that I can do that instead of standing around being bored. One of the owners at work is primarily a doctor, and he told a couple of us that it takes two weeks to break a habit. So I've got nine days to go, and this should get much easier. One thing I'm trying to deal with the most is the idea of relieving stress with a smoke. You can get a lot of tension out with that one little act, as silly as that sounds.
Brandon and I have been spending more time together. I think either I hurt him more than he's letting on, or someone told him that he needed to play harder to get. Either way, he's maintaining a certain degree of aloof distance, and it's pretty hot. I hope that it isn't because he's wary of me because I told him that we should just be friends all those months ago, though that would be totally valid. He requested off work for both of us on Thursday, and we're going to St. Louis and spend time at the Art Museum and maybe the Zoo. He's also decided that we're going bowling soon, we talked with a friend at work about double-dating with him and his girlfriend... So, we're dating. And I hate that we have a deadline on this relationship. It's like we have to figure out how serious we are by August, because then it will be either break up or do the long distance thing. You can't casually date from three states away, you know?