i hate this holiday

[sayrah03]

it's the first time i've been alone on it, and while it's never been an exceptionally good experience, it's just weird this time. i mean i guess last year i was alone but that was under different circumstances.

i am going to go work out. hopefully that will be a relatively love-free environment. i want my pocket pc!!!!

and some cupcakes, yes, cupcakes would be gooooooooood....