Buenos Nochas..Sweet Dreams..Ditto.
There are lots of wishes I would like to see granted soon and very soon..but I need to work on my wishing "tanticks"
I wish that I could tell you all how is really is. What I've learned about my self and my God. How different I am and how there are going to be changes in my life.
And How that's ok. And I need your support even if it all seems so hypocritical.
Its ok to admit that the old you isn't good enough. And its ok to admit that some things you are doing are wrong.
And its ok to ask for help to get yourself out of the maze.
When all my thoughts are together I'll let you know. Today was hard for me. I didn't have the right words to say..so I just keep talking and nothing I wanted to say would come out.
It will though. Believe me.
I also hope that we won't lose contact. There are a certain few who are a big part of the new me and I won't be able to get though it without them. I wish that it wouldn't have been so hard watching you walk away last night with your beautiful mom.
And I hope God had a reason for filling up the Hondouras trip before they got to your name. And I hope I'm a big part of that plan.
Mostly I just wish I were sleeping and I could get all my thoughts together so I can surf the day tomorrow.
I want all of you to know I missed you while I was gone. But it was a good thing that I was gone. And I want you to be happy about that. and I love you all.
I wish that I could tell you all how is really is. What I've learned about my self and my God. How different I am and how there are going to be changes in my life.
And How that's ok. And I need your support even if it all seems so hypocritical.
Its ok to admit that the old you isn't good enough. And its ok to admit that some things you are doing are wrong.
And its ok to ask for help to get yourself out of the maze.
When all my thoughts are together I'll let you know. Today was hard for me. I didn't have the right words to say..so I just keep talking and nothing I wanted to say would come out.
It will though. Believe me.
I also hope that we won't lose contact. There are a certain few who are a big part of the new me and I won't be able to get though it without them. I wish that it wouldn't have been so hard watching you walk away last night with your beautiful mom.
And I hope God had a reason for filling up the Hondouras trip before they got to your name. And I hope I'm a big part of that plan.
Mostly I just wish I were sleeping and I could get all my thoughts together so I can surf the day tomorrow.
I want all of you to know I missed you while I was gone. But it was a good thing that I was gone. And I want you to be happy about that. and I love you all.