May 08, 2006 22:36
This post is straight forward. No subliminal messages. No mocking people without them really knowing for sure if it is them I am talking about. Just the straight up truth. And you know what that is?
I don't know what I want.
I want to grow up, but really what I want is to go back to 3 years ago. I want to go to college, but I hate school. I want to quit my job, but I love the kids too much. I want for everything to be simple, but really what I want is everything to be perfect.
You know what else?
I'm fine with that. i don't have to have all the answers. I am happy just where I am. I am honestly just happy. Could be happier, but couln'd everybody?
I miss talking to Alan. Weird? yeah...I thought so.
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