It happened last week...

[sayona]

I broke up with him last week.  It's the best thing to do for me.  I have to think about me right now.  I do not feel the same way toward him as I did before, so why stay together?  He had two years to work on his flaws, so I am done.  Sorry.  It sounds cruel.  But if I don't love him and I have not seen a constant improvement in personal change, why would I assume this time around would be different?  because I broke up with him?  No.  He he wants to change to better himself, that is one thing, but to do it just to keep me at his side is just plain wrong.  There is no love anymore.  I have told him this.  I have said, in more than one occassion, that I don't feel like acouple, more like a mom.

I am sorry, but I cannot go back to him.  Not right now.  I need to think about my life and what I need right now.  I have to discover myself because I am not the same person anymore.  My needs are different.  I need to know who I am.