fuck everyone K!
me and sean are going back out. he showed up at my house yesterday when i was sleeping..and we talked and that's that. i know some people aren't gonna be happy about us though. whatever.
i hate people. i keep saying people and not names..but in this case, i hate people. i hate violent people and people who stop themselves from being happy. i hate people who dwell on the past and people who don't just get over things and realize that there is always tomorrow. i can explain why i hate those kind of people, sorta.
i hate myspace because i go on and im like "OMG I MISS YOU LETS HANG OUT SOON!" knowing that we wont ever hang out. i decided to actually do something about it and have a party so i can see all my friends and have a good time. i posted a bulletin and i have all these people that i've never spoken to & people that i don't even know IRL IMing me & it's annoying. i specificly wrote "i miss everyone i have ever had a good time with" and if i don't know you, i don't think i've ever had a good time with you (that doesn't go for everyone though). half of the people i call my friends, i haven't hung out with outside of a show and i hate that.
i hate drama and all of the people that dwell on stupid shit that doesnt even matter. one weekend magan cheated on mike with paul, and i invited magan and paul to the party and not mike because i thought mike had a show that day. mike invited himself & wants to beat the shit out of paul AT MY HOUSE. mike calls me his best friend and i don't care if he reads this or not, but that is so fucking disrespectful. i didn't even invite him and he wants to come and fight someone. i don't mind that he wants to come and invited himself but seriously, keep your drama to yourself. keep me out of it. i hate drama and i hate the way youre dwelling on what happened with magan. you have the rest of your life ahead of you and you won't be happy until you hurt paul? retarted.
i invited kerri and travis 1 too. they hate eachother and if they can come to the party & they start getting mad and yelling at eachother, i'm going to be pissed. i wish people could just get over things and be friends. it's not that hard to say sorry or be happy.
and kerrin; if you think i hate you, why do you ever talk to me? and not confront me about it? it's pretty dumb how you can tell my boyfriend that you know i hate you and then act fake to me and talk to me like you don't know. and it's not hate, it's jealousy. but i am pretty mad about what you did to isaac because he's my friend and you told him you weren't gonna hurt him like everyone else. i know i shouldnt get involved but i don't really enjoy knowing that my friends are hurting themselves over girls and stupid "mistakes".
this entry probably makes no sense but i had to update with hope that people involved in any stupid drama will read it. i want to be friends with everyone and everyone to be friends with one another and have fun but it seems impossible because no matter what anyone does around here, there is always a problem and it's always fucking retarted.