May 27, 2004 19:10
more than anything right now i want to be back at school. and a job would be nice... i'm just so frustrated... and BROKE...
i just got into a stupid little argument with my mom. her saying she didn't know Jerod was coming over tomorrow and me insisting i had told her... while i'm on the phone with Toni nonetheless (sorry about that Toni...). don't get me wrong i love my parents with all my heart. i really do, but i HATE living here... i feel like i'm in high school again, like i still sleep in the pink and blue and green room adorned by falling ribbons and ballerina shoes... so sorry to inconvienience you with my friends, mother...
you know it wasn't really even that big of a deal... it just pisses me off that i have to report to her on every little thing still. plus i'm pretty pissed that i have no job still... it's not like i'm not trying... i've already applied to; MC Energy, some packing thing in the paper, Shelby Parks and Rec, Mammoth Video, Hollywood Video, Blockbuster, Play it again sports, Rite Aid, Kohls, Micheals, Famous Footwear, Payless, Home Depot, Party City, Dave and Busters, Bed Bath & Beyond, Dicks, Franks Nursery, Meijer, two different Hallmarks, Cinderella Dry Cleaners, Baskin Robins, TCBY, The Scrapbook Tree, Shear Shop and Vim & Vigor... plus i've called like a dozen ads from the papers. i mean good lord people... i even called Elliott back at MP yesterday... and he said they're not hiring but he'd try to find a spot for me and call me today... he hasn't called yet, so i'm thinkin my back up has fallen through too... i'm going to apply at DSW tomorrow with courtney, hopefully i'll get in there... it could be fun. and dammit... it's come to this... something i never ever thought i'd say... but fuckin' a peter, i might have to go back to kroger to survive. how sick is this? SCREWED!!!
yeah i'm a big baby, i know, waaah waaah waaah!! screw you too job market!!!!!!!!!!!!
wow. yeah anger... so if you see any signs that say "now hiring," please lemme know... it would be greatly appreciated. thank you for your time.
on a positive note, the only thing that's keeping me sane actually, Jerod's coming tomorrow for the long weekend :D yay!
82 days.