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[saynotobadtouch]

Real, not real ... the point to existing ... what does any of it really mean, anyway? Who decides if someone is worth enough to be allowed to live, to be allowed to exist, and who isn't? Why do people always feel like they have the right to decide that for us

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[wicked_finesse]

Kid, you might not realize it, but you have yourself more figured out than most people ever do. When you think about it, everyone comes into being for other people's reasons, and never even think about it. Most people get through life ignoring their own big questions and doubts.

But here you go, solving the meaning of life. Which is, of course, to be alive. "I exist, therefore I am," as it were. Well, I suppose you could say life is about making what you will of it, though perhaps not everyone would agree. But I'm sure, as long as you live your life and make it what you want, you'll do more than fine.

[saynotobadtouch]

Hmm. You're probably right. After all, we all feel that it's easier to run from things than to face them, and it's only natural to go for the easiest route. Especially since facing up to things leads to the unknown, and so many people fear the unknown ... but that's not good enough anymore. Not for me, anyway. I can't accept just running, when I know there's something I want to accomplish. So ... I have to figure things out.

Solving the meaning of life, huh? Haha, I didn't think I did anything so grand here. Really, I was just trying to sort through things. Maybe get some closure of some sort? Who knows.

Well, and maybe trying to help a couple of people with something ...

[wicked_finesse]

*Sniff* You make us all so proud.

Wouldn't it be more right to solve the meaning of life accidentally, then having to work at it? It shouldn't be so complicated as to be 'grand.' Some of the best thoughts have come from people trying to figure out something completely different.

[saynotobadtouch]

... why does that sound like you're making fun of me?

Hm ... I guess.

[wicked_finesse]

Just teasing a bit, which is a very different thing. I do mean the sentiment. Quite a bit better off than most people.