.: 049 | Like always!
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I wonder what I could really do?
What does it mean to me? Who do I want to become? I've been thinking about it since I talked with Schuldig that time, and I'm no closer to having an answer now than I was then.
... Luke fon Fabre. What does that name mean? Why is it so important to me that I can't bring myself to call it my own, even though it's who I was created to become? It's not because they failed in my creation. It's not because of what they've always said to me. There's more to it, so much more. I need to know; I need to figure it out. My way to prove to myself that I can be that person. That I can takke that name without fail. That I am worthy of it.
Not just the hero of Auldant. That's not all that I will be. I need to become something greater than that. I need to find a purpose for my life; then, I can work towards what I want to be.
I won't do it just to be someone that Asch would be proud of; that doesn't really matter anymore. What he would think, what he would want ... they aren't important, in the grand scheme of things. He could still be that person, as well ... I know he could. And it's not just to prove myself to Van-sensei. I'm not doing this just to show that I can be more than just a replica!
No. No, I am more than a replica. I'm alive. I'm here, and I can be everything that I need to be. I can become the man that I want to become; I'll prove that I'm good enough.
Wait for me. Watch over me. I will become the Light of the Sacred Flame. I will become use this power that has been given to me, I will take this life that I was granted, and I will reach my own goal. It may happen slowly, but it will happen. I know it will.
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I feel like something's lifted. Hm. Jade, I think I'm going to need to talk to you about something.
And Zelos, um ... could we maybe train together?
I wonder what I could really do?
What does it mean to me? Who do I want to become? I've been thinking about it since I talked with Schuldig that time, and I'm no closer to having an answer now than I was then.
... Luke fon Fabre. What does that name mean? Why is it so important to me that I can't bring myself to call it my own, even though it's who I was created to become? It's not because they failed in my creation. It's not because of what they've always said to me. There's more to it, so much more. I need to know; I need to figure it out. My way to prove to myself that I can be that person. That I can takke that name without fail. That I am worthy of it.
Not just the hero of Auldant. That's not all that I will be. I need to become something greater than that. I need to find a purpose for my life; then, I can work towards what I want to be.
I won't do it just to be someone that Asch would be proud of; that doesn't really matter anymore. What he would think, what he would want ... they aren't important, in the grand scheme of things. He could still be that person, as well ... I know he could. And it's not just to prove myself to Van-sensei. I'm not doing this just to show that I can be more than just a replica!
No. No, I am more than a replica. I'm alive. I'm here, and I can be everything that I need to be. I can become the man that I want to become; I'll prove that I'm good enough.
Wait for me. Watch over me. I will become the Light of the Sacred Flame. I will become use this power that has been given to me, I will take this life that I was granted, and I will reach my own goal. It may happen slowly, but it will happen. I know it will.
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I feel like something's lifted. Hm. Jade, I think I'm going to need to talk to you about something.
And Zelos, um ... could we maybe train together?