.: 043 | No way ...
Just ... just go away!
[Private]
I can't ... I can't do this anymore ... I can't ... Zelos, I ... I'm sorry.
... I'm really just ... just a fucking child, aren't I? That's all I am. I don't know anything. They were right ... they were always right. I can't understand anything. I'm just a stupid, miserable fuck without them telling me what to do. I can't do anything right at all!
But ... it's alright. No one will have to worry ... I'll ... I'll just let him go. I'll let him be with someone who he really wants. Someone who he could really like. Someone who deserves him. Not some ... some stupid, messed up replica. He deserves someone who's real. He deserves someone who's normal. Natural.
It's alright ... it's alright, if he just forgets me. It's alright if I let him go to be with anyone else. As long as he's happy, it's alright.
And ... and if I don't matter to him anymore, it makes this easier ... it makes it easier that I'd ... that I'd disappear to get everyone out of this place.
Jade wouldn't answer me when I asked about it ... when I asked what would happen if I were to use that in this war, in a place that doesn't have any Seventh Fonons except the ones that I'm made up of. But ... but, if I'm right, then ... then it would use what it can, right? And then ... I'd never bother anyone again.
I'd be gone. Like I never existed.
That'd be better. I shouldn't have been born, anyway.
[/Private]
[screened to Zelos]
... I ...
... I hope ... I hope you can find someone who really deserves you. Someone who makes you happy.
I'm sorry ...
[/screened to Zelos]
Going to bed. So just shut the fuck up.
[OOC: His icon shows up as his pissed off/"More awesome than you" one, and his mood shows up as annoyed.]
[Private]
I can't ... I can't do this anymore ... I can't ... Zelos, I ... I'm sorry.
... I'm really just ... just a fucking child, aren't I? That's all I am. I don't know anything. They were right ... they were always right. I can't understand anything. I'm just a stupid, miserable fuck without them telling me what to do. I can't do anything right at all!
But ... it's alright. No one will have to worry ... I'll ... I'll just let him go. I'll let him be with someone who he really wants. Someone who he could really like. Someone who deserves him. Not some ... some stupid, messed up replica. He deserves someone who's real. He deserves someone who's normal. Natural.
It's alright ... it's alright, if he just forgets me. It's alright if I let him go to be with anyone else. As long as he's happy, it's alright.
And ... and if I don't matter to him anymore, it makes this easier ... it makes it easier that I'd ... that I'd disappear to get everyone out of this place.
Jade wouldn't answer me when I asked about it ... when I asked what would happen if I were to use that in this war, in a place that doesn't have any Seventh Fonons except the ones that I'm made up of. But ... but, if I'm right, then ... then it would use what it can, right? And then ... I'd never bother anyone again.
I'd be gone. Like I never existed.
That'd be better. I shouldn't have been born, anyway.
[/Private]
[screened to Zelos]
... I ...
... I hope ... I hope you can find someone who really deserves you. Someone who makes you happy.
I'm sorry ...
[/screened to Zelos]
Going to bed. So just shut the fuck up.
[OOC: His icon shows up as his pissed off/"More awesome than you" one, and his mood shows up as annoyed.]