great
i feel great. things with eileen have gotten so much better. Im onto costume making for halloween. the summer was amazing i had a great time doing so much enjoying life to the fullest. The fall is here football started i have health insurance (clinic) and have taking good care of my health. very positive these days and motivated to get this esty store going and make things happen. I still think about fawn sometimes but i just shut out the voices in my head. maybe one day i will really get over it but maybe not. im happy with myself and thats all that matters. GOALs are set!!!