Dear Diary,
Tonight will be the first night of the rest of my life.
It's not the outcome I'm looking forward to.. it's how I'm going to get there.
This is a big step. One big, giant step forward. And I know now that forward is the right direction.
I'm scared, but not for the reasons one would think if they knew the details of the situation.
Tonight, I become so many things: strong, independent, courageous, outspoken, aggressive and suave. That is, of course, assuming all goes as planned.
This is a big deal for me as an individual, and I couldn't be more excited.
As one of my wise friends said: I'm proud of you, Alex Spinosa.
This is growing. This is learning. About the things that truly matter in life.. the things every individual should be looking for during these university years. It's kind of unfortunate I found it so late, but better late than never.
I feel kind of bad that this isn't so much about you and more about me... but you're never going to read this. You don't know much about this side of my life. Thank goodness for that =P
I hope I don't lose my edge last minute... YOU CAN DO THIS.
I bet if anyone reading this actually knew what this post was referring to you'd all laugh at me. Hurray for ambiguities =)
Remember, you are Canadian and therefore you are golden.
It's not the outcome I'm looking forward to.. it's how I'm going to get there.
This is a big step. One big, giant step forward. And I know now that forward is the right direction.
I'm scared, but not for the reasons one would think if they knew the details of the situation.
Tonight, I become so many things: strong, independent, courageous, outspoken, aggressive and suave. That is, of course, assuming all goes as planned.
This is a big deal for me as an individual, and I couldn't be more excited.
As one of my wise friends said: I'm proud of you, Alex Spinosa.
This is growing. This is learning. About the things that truly matter in life.. the things every individual should be looking for during these university years. It's kind of unfortunate I found it so late, but better late than never.
I feel kind of bad that this isn't so much about you and more about me... but you're never going to read this. You don't know much about this side of my life. Thank goodness for that =P
I hope I don't lose my edge last minute... YOU CAN DO THIS.
I bet if anyone reading this actually knew what this post was referring to you'd all laugh at me. Hurray for ambiguities =)
Remember, you are Canadian and therefore you are golden.