I need a break.....
from life as I know it. I guess I'll kind of get that next week with Cross Country becoming my entire life for the week. *Groan* I'm going to die next week. Seriously. I'm so out of shape. My body hates running. I hate mornings. Thankfully our "morning" runs next week are at 8, not 6:45 like I've been trying to do. And I won't have been with kids all day when I try to run in the afternoon/evening. So it shouldn't be as bad. I have to try and keep telling myself that. I'm glad that Anna and Raq are coming in out of shape too. But if Anna's been doing 2 hour bike rides in the mountains, she's got a lot stronger legs than I have. And Rachel had done NOTHING all summer so she's in worse shape than I am.......GRR!!!
I'm not ready for classes to start. I'm not ready to see how much I don't know. I'm not ready to get closer and closer to graduating and being an adult. In the academic/getting a job sense. But I am ready to be done with school so I can get married. I don't know how Kristen did it. She was engaged for two years. I'm not even engaged yet and I'm dying for the day to come. I want so badly to get married now. I don't want to wait. I want to go home every evening to Daniel. I want to know that I get time with him no matter what is going on in my life. Yet, I don't want the stress of school after getting married so I need to wait. And I'm going to wait. I have no choice. But I want to get married next June. I really do. But I want Leah to be able to make it to my wedding and she won't be back until late July. August? I HATE WAITING!!!!
Ok, the kids need my attention.
~Kassidy
I'm not ready for classes to start. I'm not ready to see how much I don't know. I'm not ready to get closer and closer to graduating and being an adult. In the academic/getting a job sense. But I am ready to be done with school so I can get married. I don't know how Kristen did it. She was engaged for two years. I'm not even engaged yet and I'm dying for the day to come. I want so badly to get married now. I don't want to wait. I want to go home every evening to Daniel. I want to know that I get time with him no matter what is going on in my life. Yet, I don't want the stress of school after getting married so I need to wait. And I'm going to wait. I have no choice. But I want to get married next June. I really do. But I want Leah to be able to make it to my wedding and she won't be back until late July. August? I HATE WAITING!!!!
Ok, the kids need my attention.
~Kassidy