It's 12:56........
And I am still awake. This is getting very old. I need sleep more than I've ever needed anything. Well, except maybe a shower that first week I was in the hospital. Big toss-up. I think sleep wins as biggest need.
So what's new in my life? The answer is lots. But what do I actually want to write in here? Not much of it. I am learning that it's a lot easier on the heart to keep things in and talk to just one or two people instead of writing here where I know more than that one or two will read it. It's not that I don't want people to know things. I just want people to understand things and by reading it here, they won't. So instead of continuing to write about how I don't want to write about things, I'll find something I can write about.
I'm going to the wellness center tomorrow to see the nurse practioner. My professor strongly urged me to go after having an emotional breakdown in class this morning. Before the test that I did very well on. I don't know my actual score yet but I'm feeling pretty darn confident. She suggested a prescription sleeping medicine or an anti-depressant. Whatever will make this go away.
Stacie is coming Friday. We are going to do pizza and a movie with girls on the floor and other friends who come. Anyone and everyone is invited. Too bad half of the people who read this are a little too far away to make it. The other half are invited. Totally.
I wish I had a lot more spare time so I could finally go on my Christmas date with Daniel.
I'm tired. I played basketball tonight and had a lot of fun. My team is pretty stacked but that's because I'm tired of losing in the girl's league. This is my year to get a shirt in the girl's league. I know I've already won a shirt and that is more than many students can say when they graduate but I still don't think we won the shirt fair and square. Had we been in the championship game against Daniel and Jeron, we probably would have lost. Rightfully so, their team was good. When they played together. They had an off game and Keenan's team beat 'em. But I was more than happy to beat Keenan's team in the final game. Stoked comes close to describing it. There are four women's teams. 2 teams of girls playing for fun. 2 stacked teams wanting the shirt. The shirt is ours! They have nothing to work with against us. Nuttin! Well, not as much as they need is what I should say.
I'm really tired. I'm going to try sleeping again. Wish me luck!
God bless!
~Kassidy
So what's new in my life? The answer is lots. But what do I actually want to write in here? Not much of it. I am learning that it's a lot easier on the heart to keep things in and talk to just one or two people instead of writing here where I know more than that one or two will read it. It's not that I don't want people to know things. I just want people to understand things and by reading it here, they won't. So instead of continuing to write about how I don't want to write about things, I'll find something I can write about.
I'm going to the wellness center tomorrow to see the nurse practioner. My professor strongly urged me to go after having an emotional breakdown in class this morning. Before the test that I did very well on. I don't know my actual score yet but I'm feeling pretty darn confident. She suggested a prescription sleeping medicine or an anti-depressant. Whatever will make this go away.
Stacie is coming Friday. We are going to do pizza and a movie with girls on the floor and other friends who come. Anyone and everyone is invited. Too bad half of the people who read this are a little too far away to make it. The other half are invited. Totally.
I wish I had a lot more spare time so I could finally go on my Christmas date with Daniel.
I'm tired. I played basketball tonight and had a lot of fun. My team is pretty stacked but that's because I'm tired of losing in the girl's league. This is my year to get a shirt in the girl's league. I know I've already won a shirt and that is more than many students can say when they graduate but I still don't think we won the shirt fair and square. Had we been in the championship game against Daniel and Jeron, we probably would have lost. Rightfully so, their team was good. When they played together. They had an off game and Keenan's team beat 'em. But I was more than happy to beat Keenan's team in the final game. Stoked comes close to describing it. There are four women's teams. 2 teams of girls playing for fun. 2 stacked teams wanting the shirt. The shirt is ours! They have nothing to work with against us. Nuttin! Well, not as much as they need is what I should say.
I'm really tired. I'm going to try sleeping again. Wish me luck!
God bless!
~Kassidy