I'm retarded

Jan 06, 2006 19:31

So I totally thought that I updated this the other day. I guess I never clicked the button. So my update is lost forever. Wasn't that exciting, it's all good.

So I'm back at school. I got here Monday around noonish after spending a little time at the guys' house visiting with Jeron. Good times. I wish he and I could be friends more. But so goes life.....
Got to see Daniel Monday night before Oasis. It was the longest 3 weeks of my life I think. For many reasons: not getting to see him, talk to him in person, him telling me about things 2 weeks in advance, having a date to look forward to. It all added up. Oasis was good Monday night. I missed worshipping with my peers sooo much over break! Tuesday was registration and visiting Hospital House (I am in love!!!!!!!). Wednesday was class, work, RA dinner and the guys' house. I got my Christmas present from Daniel. I didn't cry but I don't know how I kept the tears in. Yesterday was class and dinner/talking with Daniel. Today was class, chapel, class, work, dinner and now here I am. I should probably explain why I most likely won't update for a while. I am in my OB nursing rotation. I have 20 hours of class and a test in 7 class days (Thursday-next Friday). And that's just the first week. After next Friday, I will have a week of being on-call for births, Tuesday and Wednesday clinicals, and lots of reading and memorizing for the other 2 tests. In addition to that, I have a Thursday night class that has lots of reading and a group project (I get to make a living will!!!!), a Monday night class with lots of reading and a group project, and a M/W/F class that I hate and need to do a lot of extra work for. I'm also an RA, am playing intramural basketball, working at the daycare, and have a boyfriend who I'd like to see more than once a week from a distance at church on Sunday mornings. I have got to start making the most of my time! I am doing a little better, I haven't napped once this week. I did lay down on my couch tonight after work but only for like 5 minutes before CT was here to make sure I went to supper. She got my girls on my case too. I was going to go, I was just waiting for someone else to go with. I have good friends who love me.

I have such good intentions.
I want the best.
For you. For me.
I want God's best and it's hard when I don't see His best coinciding with my idea of what's best.

I'm so tired.

I want time. Time to spend with dear friends. Time to spend with future dear friends. Time to spend with old friends. Time to spend by myself (without homework).

I have to go. I'm hanging out with some of my favorite females tonight. That makes me pretty happy. Even if the energy isn't coming with the happiness.

Goodnight.
God bless!
~Kassidy
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