*Sigh* I think I can breathe for the next few days
It's funny how I have my random moments of being worried that something bad is going to happen. Sometimes, I get worried that a loved one will be in an accident of some sort. Other times I worry that there is going to be an emotional crisis with someone and I won't be there to support them. And then there are the moments where I would swear that my life is about to turn upside down. I have never had any of these fears come true but I still freak out for a period of time when I have them. Right now is a "my life is about to turn upside-down" freaking out. Strange. I'm gonna go to bed in a few minutes to escape the feeling.
I really miss some people right now so I'm gonna type out little messages to them even though most of them don't/won't ever read this.
Rusty, I was thinking about you today. Someone referred to my experience with old people and food so I immediately went to IMH. I really want to have an old-fashioned water fight with you again. Can we do that sometime?
Lindsey, I saw that you are sick again. That makes me very sad. I just want you to be healthy and feel GOOD.
Renée, I would really like a hug from you right about now. I'd love to talk to you about my life the past 3 months and hear how yours has been going.
Mom, I've felt the need to be held and hugged by you a few times the last week. Strange that I want it now that I'm 21 when I never wanted it/got it when I was little. I hope that at Thanksgiving we can find a few minutes to just talk about life. I have so many things I want to share with you and questions that I want your advice on.
Stacie, why couldn't we be at the same college? Or at least a few minutes closer with less hectic schedules so that you and I could spend some good time together. Let's talk over Thanksgiving, okay?
Sarah, I have never wanted 2 weeks to go by faster than I do right now. I want you healthy for these last two weeks so that you may enjoy your goodbye times with everyone. I have so many things I want to talk to you about. I want to sit and look at pictures for hours and hear your stories. I want a hug. Yep, that's what I most want. A hug. From my best friend.
Life is good and I think the only life-changing thing that is going to happen/is happening in my life is believing Psalm 139:13-16. I'm going to be able to love others as they deserve when I love myself like I deserve.
I'm going to bed now. Time for some sweet dreams of loved ones.
~Kassidy
I really miss some people right now so I'm gonna type out little messages to them even though most of them don't/won't ever read this.
Rusty, I was thinking about you today. Someone referred to my experience with old people and food so I immediately went to IMH. I really want to have an old-fashioned water fight with you again. Can we do that sometime?
Lindsey, I saw that you are sick again. That makes me very sad. I just want you to be healthy and feel GOOD.
Renée, I would really like a hug from you right about now. I'd love to talk to you about my life the past 3 months and hear how yours has been going.
Mom, I've felt the need to be held and hugged by you a few times the last week. Strange that I want it now that I'm 21 when I never wanted it/got it when I was little. I hope that at Thanksgiving we can find a few minutes to just talk about life. I have so many things I want to share with you and questions that I want your advice on.
Stacie, why couldn't we be at the same college? Or at least a few minutes closer with less hectic schedules so that you and I could spend some good time together. Let's talk over Thanksgiving, okay?
Sarah, I have never wanted 2 weeks to go by faster than I do right now. I want you healthy for these last two weeks so that you may enjoy your goodbye times with everyone. I have so many things I want to talk to you about. I want to sit and look at pictures for hours and hear your stories. I want a hug. Yep, that's what I most want. A hug. From my best friend.
Life is good and I think the only life-changing thing that is going to happen/is happening in my life is believing Psalm 139:13-16. I'm going to be able to love others as they deserve when I love myself like I deserve.
I'm going to bed now. Time for some sweet dreams of loved ones.
~Kassidy