there's an angel standing by your hospital bed..
the past couple of days have been insanity
Bru moved here which is fucking amazing because hey, my sanity is here =0
the last 4 days have been spent with him, laughing over stupid things & listening to him play guitar
Ashley, Kenny & I went to Stockton the other night to spend the first night with Laur in her new apartment, which I had promised her a while ago.
good times were had by all - Kenny, Ashley & I held our fucking own in the drinking games.. I beat Joe's ass in flip cup & amazing things happened during pong - haha
we stopped drinking at around 5 that morning, Joe & I went outside until around 9 that morning.. layed around till around 10 then we all split
thanks for a goooooooood time everyone - I needed it
I've been thinking about pretty much everything lately which is really hard to do since there's so much going on. I'm so exicted that I'm going to KY in a little while to see Jordan - he called me the other night at around 230 AM and we hung up at 730. We have ridiculous convo's about everything - I don't know what I'd do without him
Everything else has been okay. Nick & I are back to normal which is amazing as always. He was working so much before that seeing him once a week was all we really got. Now he's working at home, so I go over on his lunch breaks to eat & mess around with him for a while.
I'm realizing how lucky I am to have the friends that I do. Nick, Kenny, Jordan, Laur, Bruno, Weber, Ashley - not including Ang, Jess & all those kids too. They're all amazing people who give me nothing but love & all around comfort which is something I really need right now.
Everytime I'm with them they keep my mind off of - yeah. They keep me smiling, keep me happy until the next time I'm alone and have time to think about what's actually going on.
How can I help but wonder?
crazy WD chick: mayyy i havee this danceeeee?
SLiCkNick52: if its a tangoooooo
Bruno gave me back my notebook
The one I gave him back when Kenny was still wearing his wool coat & Main Street played that Face Off show. ... that's the notebook - my every thought, my every wish, my everything is in that notebook. It was written back in the most horrible times of my life - and has some of my best songs in it. It's falling apart now, papers coming out of everywhere. You know, one night.. that notebook made someone realize how much we were giving up. Now I have 2 more notebooks, the one covered in pictures of my past, pictures of Kris & I - full with the same Rosie stuff, the other covered in pictures of Nick, just started with everything that's been happening lately.
I think I'll end up with 50 by the time I'm done all my thinking.
Matt left for the army - I miss him so much.
bahh
-- My Little Webor <3
-- Nick & I were sleeping peacefully & Kenny had to come & jump on me. He's trying to lick me in that picture I think - haha
-- I Love You Bru =)
Bru moved here which is fucking amazing because hey, my sanity is here =0
the last 4 days have been spent with him, laughing over stupid things & listening to him play guitar
Ashley, Kenny & I went to Stockton the other night to spend the first night with Laur in her new apartment, which I had promised her a while ago.
good times were had by all - Kenny, Ashley & I held our fucking own in the drinking games.. I beat Joe's ass in flip cup & amazing things happened during pong - haha
we stopped drinking at around 5 that morning, Joe & I went outside until around 9 that morning.. layed around till around 10 then we all split
thanks for a goooooooood time everyone - I needed it
I've been thinking about pretty much everything lately which is really hard to do since there's so much going on. I'm so exicted that I'm going to KY in a little while to see Jordan - he called me the other night at around 230 AM and we hung up at 730. We have ridiculous convo's about everything - I don't know what I'd do without him
Everything else has been okay. Nick & I are back to normal which is amazing as always. He was working so much before that seeing him once a week was all we really got. Now he's working at home, so I go over on his lunch breaks to eat & mess around with him for a while.
I'm realizing how lucky I am to have the friends that I do. Nick, Kenny, Jordan, Laur, Bruno, Weber, Ashley - not including Ang, Jess & all those kids too. They're all amazing people who give me nothing but love & all around comfort which is something I really need right now.
Everytime I'm with them they keep my mind off of - yeah. They keep me smiling, keep me happy until the next time I'm alone and have time to think about what's actually going on.
How can I help but wonder?
crazy WD chick: mayyy i havee this danceeeee?
SLiCkNick52: if its a tangoooooo
Bruno gave me back my notebook
The one I gave him back when Kenny was still wearing his wool coat & Main Street played that Face Off show. ... that's the notebook - my every thought, my every wish, my everything is in that notebook. It was written back in the most horrible times of my life - and has some of my best songs in it. It's falling apart now, papers coming out of everywhere. You know, one night.. that notebook made someone realize how much we were giving up. Now I have 2 more notebooks, the one covered in pictures of my past, pictures of Kris & I - full with the same Rosie stuff, the other covered in pictures of Nick, just started with everything that's been happening lately.
I think I'll end up with 50 by the time I'm done all my thinking.
Matt left for the army - I miss him so much.
bahh
-- My Little Webor <3
-- Nick & I were sleeping peacefully & Kenny had to come & jump on me. He's trying to lick me in that picture I think - haha
-- I Love You Bru =)