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im feeling starting to hate the fact that studio time is so damn early lately. cant we sleep till like 12, i mean whats with the whole morning thing. uh its a pain in the ass. i wanna go back to bed, but i cant, even if i tried, id get like 204 phone calls waking me up and telling me to get my ass in there. and yes thats a random number off the top of my head. oh well i need sleep seriously i do, i came home from spiders at about 12, and than headed home and fed the dogs and stayed up till about 3 am just thinking about so much shit, and than at 530 the alarm went off, and it just wasnt a good combination, 2 and half hours of sleep does not give you much of a drive let me tell you , god.. sleep, or caffinee i need one of them right about now.
so yeah, i decided i really do whine too much. its like anytime hes not around, or no one else is around to keep me company, i whine like a bitch to get attention, its horrible, i dont know why i do it. i just hate being alone, i hate living alone, thats why for so long after me and carin broke up i contunied to let her live with me, cause i hate coming home to an empty house, makes me feel so dead inside in the end, laying in my bed alone looking at four walls, and having only two dogs to keep me company depresses me, even know i know i have friends out there.. i mean down inside i do, and the person im with treats me great too.. i decided im just to god damn needy. but yeah.. i need to work on that
so im off to go grab some mcdonalds, if theyre even open at 630 am if not ill just raid murfs house for food. so yeah. im out. theres a great update for you all to enjoy
so yeah, i decided i really do whine too much. its like anytime hes not around, or no one else is around to keep me company, i whine like a bitch to get attention, its horrible, i dont know why i do it. i just hate being alone, i hate living alone, thats why for so long after me and carin broke up i contunied to let her live with me, cause i hate coming home to an empty house, makes me feel so dead inside in the end, laying in my bed alone looking at four walls, and having only two dogs to keep me company depresses me, even know i know i have friends out there.. i mean down inside i do, and the person im with treats me great too.. i decided im just to god damn needy. but yeah.. i need to work on that
so im off to go grab some mcdonalds, if theyre even open at 630 am if not ill just raid murfs house for food. so yeah. im out. theres a great update for you all to enjoy