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i decided its time to update this thing again because a lot of things can happen within 24 hours..
So my trip to newport didnt go as planned, my amazingly smart bassist decided to bring hannah down when she was half the reason i left.. i dont really care now. shes there, and so is he.. and there both in my guest house.. alone. oh god, what did i do, there better not be any type of markings left by either of you two.. my mom stays there dude..
anyway, mmhmm, im probably going to get in shit for assuming that *laughs* oh well, i get myself into enough shit daily anyway. so here we got next move, so i ended up going to jamies and nikas back in LA, to bother them both until christina ended up calling i left to go see her.. we talked, and were still together.. which im happy as hell about, we almost lost each other through all the fighting with everyone, but now it doesnt matter because we made it through the bullshit and we will make it through whatever there is to come. i stayed with christina for awhile before going back to jamie and nikas than just ended up crashing on the couch, as soon as i got in hoping i didnt wake anyone *shrugs*
i was going to stick around christinas i guess.. all night but i didnt know howd she feel she told me she wanted to take it slow so i dont want to push anything. especially my presense on her all night long, now right there is something it takes A LOT of patience in order to deal with *laughs a bit* but yeah im just sittin here updating at the moment.. not knowing really what else to say..maybe ill say this just because.. im really thankful for some of these people in my life
thanks for everyone being there for me during this and having my back , nika, sanoe, jamie ,murf, andrew, and anyone else who was there for me through all of this i love you all so much your amazing friends and i dont know where i would be without you, even know nika you werent technically around when this happened. ill make sure to bothertalk to you today about the details, but your journal entry meant just as much as being around this weekened.. anyway i dont know what else to say
i think im done updating.. later
-mark
So my trip to newport didnt go as planned, my amazingly smart bassist decided to bring hannah down when she was half the reason i left.. i dont really care now. shes there, and so is he.. and there both in my guest house.. alone. oh god, what did i do, there better not be any type of markings left by either of you two.. my mom stays there dude..
anyway, mmhmm, im probably going to get in shit for assuming that *laughs* oh well, i get myself into enough shit daily anyway. so here we got next move, so i ended up going to jamies and nikas back in LA, to bother them both until christina ended up calling i left to go see her.. we talked, and were still together.. which im happy as hell about, we almost lost each other through all the fighting with everyone, but now it doesnt matter because we made it through the bullshit and we will make it through whatever there is to come. i stayed with christina for awhile before going back to jamie and nikas than just ended up crashing on the couch, as soon as i got in hoping i didnt wake anyone *shrugs*
i was going to stick around christinas i guess.. all night but i didnt know howd she feel she told me she wanted to take it slow so i dont want to push anything. especially my presense on her all night long, now right there is something it takes A LOT of patience in order to deal with *laughs a bit* but yeah im just sittin here updating at the moment.. not knowing really what else to say..maybe ill say this just because.. im really thankful for some of these people in my life
thanks for everyone being there for me during this and having my back , nika, sanoe, jamie ,murf, andrew, and anyone else who was there for me through all of this i love you all so much your amazing friends and i dont know where i would be without you, even know nika you werent technically around when this happened. ill make sure to bothertalk to you today about the details, but your journal entry meant just as much as being around this weekened.. anyway i dont know what else to say
i think im done updating.. later
-mark