((backdated to the 26th))
He's really gone...
Goddamn it, what was I thinking? Sure I'm upset...but not at him. I was just so angry at the idea of never seeing him again. I shouldn't have yelled at him like that, especially when he was trying to say goodbye. He's right. I should understand his situation...I'd go home in a heartbeat if I could.
He thinks he doesn't deserve me? Heh, the way I acted in there, I don't deserve him.
Goddamn it, what was I thinking? Sure I'm upset...but not at him. I was just so angry at the idea of never seeing him again. I shouldn't have yelled at him like that, especially when he was trying to say goodbye. He's right. I should understand his situation...I'd go home in a heartbeat if I could.
He thinks he doesn't deserve me? Heh, the way I acted in there, I don't deserve him.