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grrr im mad my aim isnt working ....my internet is...aim isnt....it's ruinging my life....it's like...exactly what my parents have been wanting for so long and now it has happened and they didnt even have anything to fucking do with it.......rawrrr....yeah im a dinosaur ...dont even worry about it.......it's cool it's cool it's fine ( i'll just be taking your toe) damnit i miss jackie and rachel ..... why is it always so cold in my room and how come im the only one that can tell....being in my room alone is driving me insane ...it constantly feels like the door is open ...but it isnt ......it just feels that way all the time and i cant be in here or i'll hurt myself because i cant fucking stand it so i've been hanging out in the kitchen all day no one in my family knows why they all just give me weird looks because i CANT GO IN MY ROOM i dont know whats going on the door is shut....it is ....it feels open ....constantly i cant stop it...nothing is making this go away WHY AM I SO FUCKED UP ...what the hell is wrong with me ....it's just a door ...i can live with open doors right? it's no big deal.....right? so whats the fucking problem .....i cant be in my room at all at my dads anymore so i've been going to my mom's alot lately and well thats not healthy what if i can never go in my room again what am i going to do i dont know what it is with me and my door being open whats the fucking problem someone tell me...someone help me make this all go away ...someone fix whatever is wrong with me help me somehow just make it stop