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Cole and I broke up.
I'm not sure what to say. It's really depressing sitting here thinking, "What do I have to change now that I'm single?" This sucks. No matter what he says, it was all up to him. When you get into a car on your way to a friends wedding, "don't let this ruin our evening, but my mom and I were talking and I think you need a break from this" is not the best way to break the ice. And then when you get out of the car on your way home and saying "i guess it's over then" even though I didn't say anything to him about that, kinda kills it. I hate feeling this way.
I'm not sure what to say. It's really depressing sitting here thinking, "What do I have to change now that I'm single?" This sucks. No matter what he says, it was all up to him. When you get into a car on your way to a friends wedding, "don't let this ruin our evening, but my mom and I were talking and I think you need a break from this" is not the best way to break the ice. And then when you get out of the car on your way home and saying "i guess it's over then" even though I didn't say anything to him about that, kinda kills it. I hate feeling this way.