Blood verse part 2
Title: Blood verse part 2
Disclaimer: not real, just the product of my wild imagination.
Rating: R
Pairing: Alberto Contador/?
Characters: Alberto Contador, Andy Schleck, Frank SChleck, Lance Armstrong, Alejandro Valverde, Andreas Kloden
Word Count: 12.534 (total)
Written in: 10 august 2010
Beta: unbetaed sadly, will probably rewrite the whole thing in the future anyway.
AN: first and, well more important, is giving thanks to giggling_marlin, because this lady, she's amazing, so thanks so much for inspiring me, being the best msn friend ever and well thanks darling, you’re more than amazing, and also to dear zimena for being an awesome twitter buddy and reminding me this existed. you rock.
new sms from HS: have you seen our new gift?... 3 new memories at your service... aren't we awesome?
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after reading the text Alberto sees red, so angry that he doesn't notice how he scares everybody that pass next to him, what did they do? Is really their fault he can't share this anymore.
3 new memories the said? Alejandro.... Andreas... and... Lance... of course..... that would explain why he stopped saying monster… oh lord, he doesn't know how they did it, but he's going to get answers now, even if he has to ride till dammed luxembourg to find out.
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when he finds then, he's ready to harm them, to scream at them, to kill them.... yet he doesn't, when Andy smile at him and gets on his knees without even saying hi, he's so dumbfounded that he doesn't react, and it's to late when he does, and he find himself in the middle of their game, in bed surrounded by them, fucking and being fucked, what the hell is happening to him, why he can’t control himself when he’s near them!.
and when it's over, and he's so tired that even breathing is hard, Andy laugh, and he can't take it anymore, he punch him in the face as hard as he can, and when Andy falls and Fränk is so surprised that hasn't reacted just yet, he pins Fränk to the floor and as menacingly as he can and starts to ask.
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what's happening he says, and Fränk doesn't answer, what the fuck is wrong with you both he screams, and Fränk spits at his face, why are you doing this to me he cries, and Andy answers from behind.... “because we love you”.
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and he doesn't know how to answer to that without regretting it later. Still.. after what he hopes are calming breath he does, "you love me? you freaking love me??? and so you erase my friends memories... how the fuck does that says love" and he wants to punch them, make them see, they crossed a line that can't be crossed, so close to letting them see why, to make them pay, to let all the rage that has been building itself inside of him.
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"don't you see it" starts Fränk "we're monsters to them, you may think they loved you, were your friends, but all 3 thinked you were a monster..... and besides.... we're meant to be together.. "
the situation is so absurd he wants to cry, even starts to sob… and while doing so he angrily says "but... andreas understood... and Alejandro... he loved me... and i loved him.... why didn't you let me be a judge of that... why did you have to enter to my life.... why... you… you know what… disappear… from it all… just let me be"
and Fränk talks, but alberto doesn't hear him, doesn't care.... he thought he had found something good and now... he's all alone, so he lets Fränk goes and just walks, like a robot on a mission, going straight and away from there and he doesn't see, doesn't catch the weight of his words, doesn't know what he just did, because he's to young, still to naive to really understand them both, and Fränk is to scare and Andy’s to in love to let him know the truth
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days passes, and he tries to forget, try to erase them both, and even if he can't, their taste coming to his lips at any hour of the day, he tells himself he does, tells himself is alright, that he just have to win back Alejandro and that's it, but things' don't work like that, not for him anyway, and things go south quickly, the lance debacle gets out of control, Macarena leaves him, and Andreas somehow goes back with Jan and it scares him, cause he knows Jan’s kind, the bloodiest one, and it's not safe, and Alejandro, Alejandro just doesn’t get it, the boy acting like a true monster, showing things alberto knew existed but never had been willing to admit them, and it's like living in hell, cause he's now alone, his family, even if they know it, they treat like it doesn't exist, Andreas is so far gone that he won't be able to save him unless... unless he calls them... and Alejandro is disappearing in front of him, the love becoming something weaker, something sadder... like if the love he has for the boy is fading away…. And the blood is again becoming an issue, because since he tasted them, he can't drink anyone else any longer... witch bring him to them... they're like fire, they're like light attracting a bug into it's trap, he doesn't want to talk to them, isn't willing to fall for them, or is he's honest with himself, he doesn't want to fall any harder... but somehow, doesn't have a way to answer to that, or any of his other problems. He’s lost ad can’t find a way out of it all.
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his dreams become something close to nightmare, he always see his family and friends in there, disappointed at him, Alejandro calling him a loser, Lance laughing at him, even Luis Leon looks at him so disappointed. And then, there’s always them too, and it’s awefull, and he can’t take it, but doesn’t find a way to take it all away and it hurts, so much.
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by the end of the year, alberto is ready to lose it again. he refuse to admit it of course, but he's so close to a breaking point that it's just a matter of time before he does.
his need is now slowly killing him, nobody he drink is enough, he tries a lot, finds willing people and tries to drink them all, except it 's always the same result, a lot of vomiting, headaches and so much pain, like if his body was telling him, you can only drink them, they're the only ones that will do the trick for you, but he can't he's not going to, he can't give up to them, not when... when they made him lose Alejandro... when...
he hates his mind... it's not fair that his brain is also against him telling... you know they're right.... he was never yours, it couldn't have work.... go to them... admit it already.... except... he won’t... he just wont.
and he's so stubborn than it shows, and he doesn’t give up, he gets skinnier, only drinks himself when he can, he get lost, he doesn't win anymore, and when he sees the worried looks, he doesn't play attention, not even when he knows they’re all worried, and when he fells something around him, he can feel is them, can even taste them in the air.
He’s going crazy.
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nights are the worst, he sense them, knows they're there.... except they aren't, can’t be there… except…he feels those kisses, he feels those touches as if they were real, and sometimes, he even swears he hears them talk, whisper come back to us, but they aren't there and it's like a nightmare, as if he got them under his skin without him knowing it, and he wants to give in, wants to go them, but he can't, he CAN'T… he won’t give him.
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his body cries for help, he can’t even heal normally anymore, he needs something… needs anything…. But he can’t…. he can’t….
and then one night, he can't take it any longer, he either follows them, or kills himself, there's not other way, and he doubts what to chose.
It’s not until he takes the razor and start to go to his bathroom that he knows he has chosen, and silently prays for his familly and friends to forgive him, but this is the only way he can be ok again.
But them, someone nocks at his door, and somehow, he's not surprised it's Fränk and Andy standing at the other side of the door, both looking so worried that he starts to cry and almost falls to his knees from exhaustion and denial.
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He feels them hugging him and lifting him, and he think he’ll probably cry himself to sleep, because they’re there, and maybe… just maybe he’s not alone after all. he doesn't remember much after that, he they don't say a thing, don't even touch him in an inappropriate way, they just take care of him, and just before falling sleep he finds himself surrounded by both brother just hugging him and just... loving him... for the first time In what feels like ages, he sleeps well, his dreams being pleasant, that friendly voice congratulating him for finally getting it right.
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when alberto wakes up, he's disoriented, everything looks different, brighter, and his brains seems to not catch why is that and for a second he’s afraid he had done it, taken his own life to be over with it, and then he hears them, talking about him again, still not knowing he’s awake and therefore letting him hear everything they say.
"we shouldn't had let him arrive to this stage" one of them says, he's not sure witch one, "you know damn well we shouldn't have, but he wasn't listening... he never does" was the answer, "I wish he would understand"... "me too bro, me too."
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"understand what?"
"alberto... we" starts Andy, but is soon cut by Fränk who tells him "we're so sorry... for everything... we..." but is again stopped when, Andy whispers "I'm not sorry" and it's incredible how something say in such a low voice actually sounds louder than anything that's been say before. "Andy common" Fränk almost begs and Berto is not sure what to make of both of their faces, Andy looks so certain and Fränk so disappointed?.
"Fränk please.... I heard them, I went in there remember... I know what they were thinking.. .felted it too... there's no way I’m sorry for that... they were going to hurt him at any moment damn it!!!"
and seriously... what the fuck... "you went in there?, Andy... what are you talking about" berto starts to say, and when Fränk tries to change the conversation, he knows he has to dig deeper there.
"Andy no..." "no Fränk, i think he has to know"... "know what damn it" he yells, what are they talking about.
"I... how long have you had this... need..." Andy ask him, and what does exactly that has to do with anything he ask, "everything" Fränk answers him.
"since my operation" he says, and it doesn't make sense that Fränk looks so surprised and then says "so late", and Andy replies "I know... that explains it all", and he hates it, absolutely hates how they're talking about him as if he wasn't even there, "tell me damn it, what's this all about!"
"we've know since... well since we were born... learn to live with it... exploit it at his best... I guess it's easier when it comes in your family blood... the thing is.... whatever part of it that makes us like this... when used correctly, it can bring you good stuffs too, in each one of us is different, it works with how it adapts to yourself... I... can.... oh my, this is going to sound so crazy, but I've learned to... use my brain differently, do things with it that most can't... I can change some others as well... it's not easy, consumes me internally if I use it to much.... and well… Fränk.... well tell him yourself please"
what are they implying? What does it all means… he looks at Fränk expecting him to answer. "I.... oh good Berto I'm so sorry.... you shouldn't have to find it this way... I... it's so hard to explain... I kissed you in your neck remember... I come here to see you every time I can... except... I’m not really here... it's more like... an out of body experience?... I know it's weird and all but I can assure you..." and he can see Fränk get all worked, only really breathing again when Andy goes near him and start to call him down.
"Fränk bro, calm down please, you're not making it easier ok.... the thing is Berto, we didn't ask to be like this... yet we are, and we have managed to adapt ourselves to it... but you... god I wish I could kill whoever did this to you... because whoever gave blood to your transfusion should have know better... still... it can't be undone and I know it has changed your life and made you different, and you hate us for erasing their memories about it.. but you have to understand me... I mean.. we knew you were like us the moment we smelled you but then.... lance came to us, wanting us to hate you, run away from you, and oh good, it was so awful, his mind... his thoughts about you, I had to do it, and I'm not sorry about it…” Andy trails of, and ok, maybe it’s a nice gesture and all but dammit.
"and what about andreas, why him, he didn't do anything... he was helping me , he was"...
"andreas was... is still an especial case... Jan fucked him up pretty badly.... and... well i had to prevent him from taking his anger in you... and before you tell me... Jan is... we'll someone already took care of him *points at a proud looking Fränk* he touches andreas badly and he's dead, we’ll make sure of that”
"y Alejandro... what about him, he didn't hate me... he loved me... and now... he's not even the same guy... what did you do to him"
"he... was a bit of a collateral damage.... we.... I didn't erase his love for you... i just erased hi knowledge of your need... he just... he stills loves you. you know, he's just to afraid to let you know.... he... god he's still so in love that sometimes if I get inside his mind, i can see it like a Christmas tree lighting on.... and.. if you want to go back to him... we'll help you... hell I do everything I can…just... don't hate us please.... I know... I'm sure you can't be happy with what we.. what I've made... but I'm only doing it for your own good... I... I care for you and... well.... damn..."
"I... I can't promise you anything... what you did... is so fucked up... like you were messing with my mind like... you did it don't you?, you entered my mind?" "no", don't lie to me Andy", "he's not alberto, we... this stuff, we cannot do harm to those like us, he can't hear your brain, nor he can't hear mine.. and I.... you don't really know how hard was to kiss you knowing it could fire back"
"you... fuck, this shouldn't make as much sense as it does...."
"we know bab.... berto.. we know that.... now.... you need to eat and later do.. whatever you want to do"
"eat?"
"you know... eat, I... we're not gonna do anything, promise... but you... you have to eat... we'll mix a bit of blood and give it to you"
and it's so messed up that when the “food” arrives he actually miss the kisses, the sex, the simple touching they usually offer him with them, but when those ounces of blood touches his lips, everything sort of make sense again, and he devours it, feels like somehow life goes back into his body and even forget all the bad thinking that had been going thru his brain for the last few months.
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everything just becomes easier, as if the fog that had surrounded his life was slowly fading away, he sees everything he’ll do in his mind, how he’ll act from now on…. Everything except them, he doesn't hear them talking, doesn't hear him crying, doesn't hear theirs heart breaking, he's so into this change, the blood and the new possibilities that he doesn't care to know what they're both doing for him, how, even if they both know they don't heal as quickly as him, are both willing to slowly killing themselves for him, to feed him, and he just doesn't get it…
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he accepts them back in his life, isn't really sure why but he does it, they promise to bleed for him, help him, all they can do to make him forgive them, and he does, even before he accepts it, and slowly starts to enjoy it to much, their blood becoming as his own Epo… and he drinks a bit to much, ask a bit to much of them, drains them before going to Alejandro and confronting him, and actually gets him back, fucks him at every moment, even when he knows one or both of them are they watching.
and even if he doesn’t accept it, deep down inside he knows it’s a bit sick he gets harder just by knowing both of them can be around, like if it was more to make them jealous that to make Alejandro happy, but no, it's not like that, he enjoys a new life so full of chances, of good stuffs, of victories, and without the losing part, and he just doesn't see it, doesn't allows himself to see how they're both wasting away, how he drinks, and doesn't let them drink, how he’s slowly becoming the monster he always wanted to avoid.
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he dates Alejandro, even rent a place for them, and sees them every now and then in a place not so far away, and he’s happy, or at least he think he is, having everything he needs right there… love, friendship… blood… it doesn’t matter if he’s to naïve to get it all… to see the good as well as the ugliness of it all.
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and then one night, a few nights before the Giro starts, when non of them are there and he's wondering how he'll survive without Alejandro, and the brothers, he gets shoved against a wall, and an angry luis leon start to choke him, and only lets go when he's about to lose consciousness before dragging him into a nearby room and violently throwing him to the floor.
And it’s only after a moment of not really knowing where he is, that he sees Luis Leon walking all around before starting to small shout at him "what the hell is wrong with you!!, seriously, I thought you would be smarter than that... i mean.. you're killing them, and Alejandro...and oh my god I wish I could kill you right now but dealing with your dead would be to much trouble... fuck alberto!!!"
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and what the hell is wrong with luis he has to ask himself, and he takes a big breath to calm himself there, and that's when he smells it, something familiar... like if Luis Leon was.... Oh god... "you're like us".... "oh way to go genius.... now, if only we could fx the fact that you managed to ignore I was like you for so long and then will give you and award to smarter rider... geez"
"I.. I didn't knew... I..."
"I know you didn't, it's the only reason why you're still around... damn it boy... you have any idea of what the fuck you're doing?... good lord... I mean anyone that's like us knows you have to give back unless you want to kill the other one"
"I'm not... wait... what!"
"you're killing them, Andy and Fränk, do I need to spell it out to you or what, YOU'RE KILLING THEM"
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"BUT HOW... I mean... why.. what's happening"
"you're drinking them dry, as especial as we are, we don't fucking regenerate you know, and you're fucking drinking so much blood that I’m amazed they haven't been tested positive for shady stuff or worse, die of it"
"but I... I thought they were like me..."
"like you? of course they are, they also drink blood and stuff, what does that have to do with anything..." and alberto hasn't see Luis so mad in all his life, and if it wasn’t for the fact that his words are freaking him out,. he would be a coward and run out of there...
"you.. you don't heal faster?... I do... since... I thought it was a common thing"
"you do?... oh well that explain some things… but, my god Berto.. didn't your parents teach you anything... we're all unique... we... each one is different... families are supposed to teach it damn it"
and alberto wants to cry so badly, cause it's not his family’s fault, how could it be.... "I’m... none of my family has it... I got it after the operation... I thought... I mean Andy told me about the blood and being special but... he didn't..."
"you weren't born like this? but... I... I smelled you before it happened... berto you're... oh boy.... ok luis focus..." what the hell is he talking about, seriously...
"luis, what... why are they letting me do this... what the..." and luis isn't hearing him, muttering to himself, making the whole situation even more unrealistic
"you.... oh damn how I explain this.... alberto, this, this need... some say it was a course, some say it's just genetic... but the truth is, there's something here, inside each one of us that make us like this.... they aren't many of us... we try to hide it... we're not vampires, just some messed up people... something happened a few years ago and... well, we try to stay in between each others…. I mean…. some kids never even know they have it for fuck sake, they just like to eat a lot of red meat and that's all, but us. the schelcks, manuel, Thomas, you.. me, we... we tend to be drawn to each other, like if our blood was calling each other, that's why there's so many of un in the pack, once somebody arrived, we all we’re drawn towards here….and the thing is…once we found our ... well blood. we can't let it go... Andy and Fränk are lucky to have found it so young, thing is... we do anything for each other, and they're both... they're willing to do anything for you, even if it kills them... oh good they're been so close already, those little adventures Fränk and Andy have had already, making them weaker... and then you..... if you want to be with Alejandro fine, but don't you dare killing them.... I won't let you....”
it takes a moment for berto to process it all, and when the weight of it all settles in he wants to cry "I... this is to much... you know what you're telling me? Luis for fuck sake, this sound mythological or some shit like that, I mean... it can't be true... I .. it can be my fault... they can't be chained to me" and he knows he’s on denial, it makes to much sense to be wrong, but he still can’t take it.
"tell yourself whatever you want to hear, I Frankly don't care, you're in this mess now, and you're not getting out of it... or tell me.. can you drink anyone else?"
"I... that's what it was?.. when... that's why they tasted so different?"
"you felted it too hein? You’re as chained to them as they are to you….alberto, please, I don't want to have to kill you, but believe me, I will, even if it's against the rules... they're a part of you now, and even if.. .for an unknown reason you want to be with Alejandro, remember... they matter... and you better make them matter..."
slowly realization starts to down on him and when he sees luis nod, he knows hes in the good path towards redemption, he just has to make it all fine now.
"now alberto doll, you're going to wake up... and remember each part of the dream ok?, I’ll be around here or in real life whenever you need me…and remember, I’ll be watching.... wake up"
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alberto wakes up beside a very sleep Alejandro, bathing in sweat and with Luis face engraved in his head, the Giro isn't even close just yet, but he feels as if every world is true, it makes sense after all, and he knows it, he has to make it count, so he gets up of the bed and goes to make that call and doesn't realize he hits redial instead of the calling button until somebody answer in a very Spanish voice on the other side.
"already Jandro? I thought you say you would wait for him to be sleep before calling... not that I complain of course" and isn't that carlos?... fuck
he knows he should freak out, scream, do something, but surprisingly, after the dream, alberto doesn't care.... he says "hi Carlos! I hope you really enjoy fucking Jandro... you'll have it all for yourself from now on, bye" and hangs up before a stuttering Carlos finish his answer, he'll give Jandro a piece of his mind later but know, only one thing matters.
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new sms from berto: I... I'm sorry boys I... when can I see you both?. love u both.
new sms from HS: what's up boy, something's wrong... do you... do you need more blood... don't know if we can, we're a bit tired right now, sorry
new sms from berto: nothing like that... I just... I have some news
new sms from HS: oh... I... i'll talk with Andy... tomorrow?
new sms from berto: perfect.... see you later.
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when his satisfied with the sms he knows he has another thing to do before going to see them, and breaking up with Alejandro is surprisingly easy, both men’s secretly waiting for it, Alejandro telling him that, as much as he loves alberto, he wasn't ready to just have a 1/3 of his heart, and yeah, he knew about his, whatever it was with the Schleck’s and tried not to care until it was to late and he and Carlos got together and were happy about it, and Berto, well he takes it in, and finally ask for forgiveness before going away, that night he loses a boyfriend but wins a best friend.
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afterwards, alberto is a bit surprised as how easy it is for him to get away, fly to their secret place and tell them, nobody stops him, the team doesn't remember to call him that day, the UCI for the first time in a long time doesn’t bothers him, nothing... it's as if th planets were in line and everybody somehow knew he was bussy going there and shouldn’t be bothered.
he spend half of the travel there just thinking, realizing what's been in front of him for too long, and it's a bit scary to know those two have invaded his life so much that he can't remember the before them moments in his life, as if somehow they were always there no matters what.
the other half of the trip goes away berating himself because he hadn't see it before, and thinking of way to compensate them... and when his head goes on with all kinds of images, he smile and just think yes it's going to be a fun day indeed.
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he gets there earlier than expected and for the first time really listen, plays attention to what they say, and it almost break his heart to know it his fault Andy sounds so broken and Fränk resignated to lose him for good... had he been so careless? he loves them damn it, why didn't he see it earlier.
so he gets in, and see how their eyes light for a second before going somber than before, like their both puppies waiting to be kicked out by their master, he's going to surprise them.
"I think.... time has come for a change...." and he doesn’t' realise until is almost to late that they got the wrong impression and he tries to fix it as quick as he can "and therefore... I'm a free man, well as free as I can be.... so I was thinking... would you take me with you?"
he sees as while Andy still looks confused Fränk gets it faster "you mean like... like..."
"friends?, boyfriends?, lovers?... yeah" and he knows he's saying the right thing when both of their faces breake into a huge smile and before he can see what's happening he's wrapped by both brothers smiling and laughing and looking so happy he knows he's doomed, cause he can't... won't give up this ever again.
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Andy who hasn't look this happy in ages start to get on his knees again but alberto stop him before he gets on the floor, and when hurt flashes in front of Andy's eyes he talks... “not today.... today is me giving it all to you both....” before going himself into the floor and carefully starting to get ride of Andy's pants.
and when Andy's cock comes alive in his hands he forgets about anything else, and start to carefully and as loving as possible, kissing, then sucking it, and Andy's look is priceless, so in love, so happy, so exited that he knows, can feel it in the air that Fränk is jerking himself off because of the image and the taste of pre-come is so exiting, so fulfilling that even if he usually doesn't do this he thinks he can get used to it, so he sucks harder, try to avoid his gagging reflex and swallow Andy as much as he can, and when they boy finally comes, he swallows it all, tasting every drop of come as it was the most precious fine cousine ever before getting up and kissing the boy senseless, letting him taste himself in his mouth.
and when Andy looks shyly at him before telling something to Fränk he hears the eldest brother laugh before coming to them and start to kiss alberto himself while the youngest brother retreats into sitting... "what did he just say?" he has to ask
"you.... if you want to be with us.. there some thing you'll have to understand..." Fränk says before kissing him again, and Fränk taste is so intoxicating that it takes him a while before daring to ask "what do you mean?"
and Fränk voice is swetter than ever... and while he places kisses in an imaginary road to his wrist he says "the thing is..." *kiss* "I love you" *kiss* "hell" *kiss" "I'm so inlove with you it hurts"*kiss* "but Andy" *kiss* "he worships you" *kiss* and it's only trully happy" *kiss* "when you dominate him" and it's that moment when Fränk decides to bite alberto and start to taste him, that he comes in his pant when he looks at a blushing Andy nod.
when Fränk stop drinking he's slightly light headed and he sees the boy get worried for a second, "baby are you ok" he ask, and he knows he should tell them he heals faster, but maybe..
maybe he can get advantage of it for a second and he smiles wickedly before whispering something to Fränk and then calling Andy and even if he has never been the violent or even harsh guy in sex, when Andy willingly impale himself again on him with no preparation what so ever, and he feels those droplets of blood run over his pelvis as Andy rides him hard and with a look of mixed bliss and pain, he tells himself that yeah, maybe he can get used to it.
and when he's about to come and can't take that much tightness any longer he yells at Andy kiss me and when the boy aggress immediately without saying a thing he kisses him as softly as he can before biting his tongue and let himself be drinked, wanting to prove him that it's not only lust, that's not only because of the amazing sex, that he cares, and it's an actual shock when he thinks I love you so much, and actually hears Andy's thoughts voicing the same thing ten times louder.
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he comes, harder than before and smiles lazily at Andy who looks shocked, and ok, something's wrong... "I stopped bleeding" he says and Fränk gets up like a lighning bolt and start to talk.
"you guys... what's happening"
"I", "He" both brothers start to talk and after a few world exchanged between then Fränk is the one that talks, "he stopped bleeding... from inside"
"and?"
"he... last time you... you fucked him... he.... oh god... you were to big for him and he kept bleeding from inside... he..." and even if the compliment is really flattering alberto wants to know what's going on "I think I can keep telling him bro... that's of course if you want me to berto" and Andy looks down, and it only shows berto how much control does he have on the guy, and it's a feeling so exiting and yet worrying... "go on" he says anyway.
"I... when you fuck me... oh good... it's like you're tearing me in half, and i love it... love to feel you so deep and so big inside of me.... and.... well i'm not used to it so my body doesn't take it well... I... I still love it... when days later I can still fell my insides hurt reminding me you were there.... but today... I healed.... I mean, I can still fell you inside, but... I'm not bleeding... why?"
"oh that... probably for the same reason I heard you in my head" he tries to say and a stunned Andy just yells "you what!!!"
"Andy calm down, and you berto... you.. you heal faster right?" thanks god for Fränk he thinks
"yeah" like duh!
"well Andy, I guess we really did found the perfect one " frank says, and ok, he has to laugh at that.
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kissing Fränk is so different from kissing Andy, and he likes it, Andy lets him do the job, and it's good, sometimes perfect even, but when Fränk’s tongue gets in his mouth, he fights for dominance, for possession, so strongly that it somehow takes his breath away, and alberto can't help but feel blessed that this 2 gorgeous men have decided they want him anyway
when after another breath taking kiss, Fränk whispers to him, I've been dying to fuck you again.... so much it hurts, alberto finds he can say know, and before he knows it he's on his back, his arse full of Fränk dick, so hot, so hard.... yeah.. he can do this too.
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afterwards, when he's so tired he can barely move, and he knows that his healing stuff can't go as fast as to make him ready for the 9th round of sex, he falls almost boneless in the bed, surrounded by to content brothers and decides that he won't change this for a thing... that need that use to be a curse. is now a blessing.
He’s finally utterly and completely happy.