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JESSE I KNOW U ARE WORRIED ABOUT YOUR GRADES AND YOUR PARENTS BUT IT WILL ALL WORK OUT . IN THE MEAN TIME IM HERE! NOT ALWAYS SUCH A GREAT THING BUT I LOVE YOU. OUR LITTLE FIGHT ARE STUPID AND USUALLY ITS ME NOT GIVING IT UP AND I KNOW. IM SORRY. I JUST WISH YOU WOULD JUST COME TO MY HOUSE AND SMOKE A CIGGARETTE WITH ME. WELL TALK THINGS OUT ITLL ALL WORK OUT FINE. U CAN JUST TELL ME EVERYTHING AND ILL JUST LISTEN.
ok im SORRY ABOUT ALL THAT YALL . HE READS MY JOURNALS AND ITS KINDA HARD FOR ME TO TELL HIM STUFF TO HIS FACE. JUST TO FILL YALL WHO ACUALLY READ THIS STUFF. JESSE AND I HAVE BEEN GOING OUT FOR ABOUT 3 MONTHS AND WE HAVEN'T HAD SEX BECAUSE HES NOT READY BUT ITS GOOD BECAUSE I DONT THINK IM READY EITHER. I MEAN THE LAST GUY I SLEPT WITH WAS JUST A FLING AND IT DIDNT REALLY MEAN ANY THING TO ME OR HIM. IT REALLY DIDNT MAKE NE SENSE EITHER. WELL WHATEVER. THE POINT IS I REALLY LIKE JESSE AND ITS DIFFERENT NOW. I LIKE WAITIN FOR HIM AND I LIKE WANTING TO BE WITH HIM. NOW ITS DIFFERENT. HES REALLY GOOD FOR ME AND I THINK WERE GOOD FOR EACHOTHER KINDA. WELL GOT TO GO.
ok im SORRY ABOUT ALL THAT YALL . HE READS MY JOURNALS AND ITS KINDA HARD FOR ME TO TELL HIM STUFF TO HIS FACE. JUST TO FILL YALL WHO ACUALLY READ THIS STUFF. JESSE AND I HAVE BEEN GOING OUT FOR ABOUT 3 MONTHS AND WE HAVEN'T HAD SEX BECAUSE HES NOT READY BUT ITS GOOD BECAUSE I DONT THINK IM READY EITHER. I MEAN THE LAST GUY I SLEPT WITH WAS JUST A FLING AND IT DIDNT REALLY MEAN ANY THING TO ME OR HIM. IT REALLY DIDNT MAKE NE SENSE EITHER. WELL WHATEVER. THE POINT IS I REALLY LIKE JESSE AND ITS DIFFERENT NOW. I LIKE WAITIN FOR HIM AND I LIKE WANTING TO BE WITH HIM. NOW ITS DIFFERENT. HES REALLY GOOD FOR ME AND I THINK WERE GOOD FOR EACHOTHER KINDA. WELL GOT TO GO.