well i thought i was over you, but i guess maybe i'm not.
mmmm.
why is it that sometimes i'm okay, &sometimes i'm not? i don't know what is going on with me lately. i am absolutely CRAZY. i don't even know why. it is insane. i guess maybe if i took my medication like... on a regular basis i would be okay, but i hate the medication. i feel like it is like... artificial happiness and it is so gay!!! why can't i just be happy, like normal people. &&&i know there is no such thing as "normal" but i mean, more people are happy... or at least content.but not me, i've had to live the past 3-4 years being depressed as hell...
gosh i feel so crappy right now.
goodbye.
why is it that sometimes i'm okay, &sometimes i'm not? i don't know what is going on with me lately. i am absolutely CRAZY. i don't even know why. it is insane. i guess maybe if i took my medication like... on a regular basis i would be okay, but i hate the medication. i feel like it is like... artificial happiness and it is so gay!!! why can't i just be happy, like normal people. &&&i know there is no such thing as "normal" but i mean, more people are happy... or at least content.but not me, i've had to live the past 3-4 years being depressed as hell...
gosh i feel so crappy right now.
goodbye.