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i think that most people, at this age, take their family for granted. a lot of teenagers don't realize how much they have, and how much they are loved until they actually grow up. well i know that my family loves me, and i know that i have it good, but i still think i take everything for granted sometimes. i really want to try to stop doing that. and i want to tell them all that i love them at least once a day.
martina went into our pool today without a life jacket on, and no one knew where she was, i was still asleep, travis was watching TV, mark was at work, and mom was in the barn. luckily nothing bad happened to her, but the thing is... something could have... and what would i have done? that little girl is so important to me, and i don't know what i would do if something happened to her. yeah, sometimes i want to kick her and slap her because she can be devious. but i still love her. and the whole pool thing scares me.
enough of that though.
i went and saw The Longest Yard with Will last night. it was pretty funny. i had a good time. sometimes i think i'm not myself around him, like last night i was really quiet. but sometimes i'm scared that i will make myself look stupid. but i think the problem last night that i was really exhausted, because i have been working my ass off from 5:30 until i go to bed at 10 o'clock every night. 5:30 is really early to get up in the mornings. i'm babysitting gabriel, patience, devorah and Ilana tonight. I start at 8 and i am staying the night because their parents are going to be way late. But that is okay because gabe and devorah will be asleep when i get there i believe. Or they will be just getting into bed. so i will just have patience and ilana, and we will get to relax. and we are having pancakes in the morning :).
well that's all. goodbye.
by the way, carroll... sorry i didn't call you back the other night. i went swimming at will's house as soon as i got home. but i will try to call you sometime soon.
martina went into our pool today without a life jacket on, and no one knew where she was, i was still asleep, travis was watching TV, mark was at work, and mom was in the barn. luckily nothing bad happened to her, but the thing is... something could have... and what would i have done? that little girl is so important to me, and i don't know what i would do if something happened to her. yeah, sometimes i want to kick her and slap her because she can be devious. but i still love her. and the whole pool thing scares me.
enough of that though.
i went and saw The Longest Yard with Will last night. it was pretty funny. i had a good time. sometimes i think i'm not myself around him, like last night i was really quiet. but sometimes i'm scared that i will make myself look stupid. but i think the problem last night that i was really exhausted, because i have been working my ass off from 5:30 until i go to bed at 10 o'clock every night. 5:30 is really early to get up in the mornings. i'm babysitting gabriel, patience, devorah and Ilana tonight. I start at 8 and i am staying the night because their parents are going to be way late. But that is okay because gabe and devorah will be asleep when i get there i believe. Or they will be just getting into bed. so i will just have patience and ilana, and we will get to relax. and we are having pancakes in the morning :).
well that's all. goodbye.
by the way, carroll... sorry i didn't call you back the other night. i went swimming at will's house as soon as i got home. but i will try to call you sometime soon.