i'm so lonely

[say_x_goodbye]

well i haven't updated in a pretty long time
i haven't really had time for it i guess...
a bunch of things have been happening though.
things with matt aren't going to work out
i just know it. he isn't into me like i am him,
so i am trying my hardest to move on.
but it is kind of hard, because i really did like him.
oh well i guess
i've become really great friends with ashley
and me and jessica are starting to talk again which is good!!!
i definitely missed her a ton!
only 3 more exam days of school left, and then i'm out!
i'm so excited!
this summer is going to be so awesome!
i'm gonna have so many friends :) haha
i met a guy named will the other day
who asked me to do something with him tonight, which i guess is cool
christine told me he is a sweety and has a really good heart.
i hope that's true.
i hope that i can finally find a relationship that works out!
we got our yearbooks last week too! christine gave me kelli jo's
since she got sent away :(
so many people have signed it!
now people will go to sign it and there is no room left.

i'm so glad i decided to come to school down here!
i am so happy, and that helps everything.
i fit in so well, and i feel like for once i actually have real friends
:)