Mar 19, 2003 14:22
(venting about someone i dont like)
ge: ARGH! I HATE HER!
genie: uhhh...
ge: I HATE HER
ge: I HATE HER
genie: ge...
ge: UGH! I HATE HER!
ge: I SO FREAKING HATE HER.
genie: uhhh... ge....
ge: I HATE HER
ge: I HATE HER
genie: geeeeeeeeeeee.....
ge: IVE NEVER HATED ANYONE AS MUCH AS I DO HER.
genie: GE!!!
ge: what?
genie: well... you said you hate her right?
ge: yeah, i think i made that point clear.
genie: but... shes still your friend?
ge: well... yeah...
genie: labo... how can you hate her, but she's still your friend?
ge: well... take a seat fishball, this might take a while...
genie: do you really think i would be standing while using the comp?
ge: you might be.
genie: im not.
ge: whatever.
genie: ok... so, you were saying...
ge: shes still my friend because weve been friends for the longest time and something like this, no matter how big, wont just ruin that. at least not from my side.
genie: hmmm... your side?
ge: lets put it this way, she can probably drop me like a hot potato anytime she wants, but *gulp* i cant do that to her.
genie: *suffocates from the cheese*
ge: weve been through a shit load of stuff together...
genie: like?
ge: id rather not say.
genie: right...
ge: so anyway, my point is shes still my friend because of two things. number one, as i said,
genie: is cause of youve been good friends since forever.
ge: right. and my second is...
genie: is...? is what, slowpoke? type faster, i dont have all day!
ge: is that i choose to love her as my friend.
genie: *gawk*
ge: yup...
genie: *dies of cholesterol and sodium content of the cheese*
ge: shes one of my closest friends. and no matter how much shes hurt me, i still choose to like her.
ge: and its sad you know...
genie: *rises from the dead* sad?
ge: weve been soooo mean to each other.
genie: meaner than you are to me?
ge: im not mean to you!
genie: yeah right!
ge: its called discipline.
genie: DISCIPLINE?!
ge: ok, ok, fine, so maybe i am a teensy bit mean to you...
genie: teensy? ugh. your hopeless.
genie: forget it, just continue.
ge: ok... its just really sad...
genie: I THINK I REMEMBER ASKING YOU WHY.
ge: oh.. right, right. because i think its the end na.
genie: the end?
ge: well, i told you weve been through shit together right?
genie: yeah...
ge: well, i think this time, its something we cant get through.
genie: explain.
ge: we "got through" lots of shit. and its only made us closer. but this...
ge: this is something that, if ever we do get through, our friendship wont be the same anymore.
genie: you mean stronger?
ge: no, amoeba brain. weaker.
genie: amoeba brain?!
ge: sorry. Ü
genie: nah, its ok. weaker? why weaker?
ge: because. what i did to her (actually, i did it to all my friends) is something really hard to forgive. and i dont blame her if she doesnt forgive me for it.
genie: you did it to all your friends?
ge: yeah, sorta.
genie: then why is she the only one mad?
ge: because thats her atittude problem.
genie: ohhh... she sounds like a brat.
ge: she is a brat. and shes not even the only child! or the youngest child!
genie: and YOU! you put up with her! didnt you ever think that maybe, your accepting her for who she is is just making her a worse person??
ge: no... well, shes always been like that.
genie: exactly. and if youre a real friend, youd try to change her.
ge: deep shit fishball.
genie: no. your just shallow.
ge: genie,
genie: what?
ge: thanks. Ü
genie: no problem. what are best enemy cousins for?
i just realized how much i love genie. no matter how much shes gets on my nerves, or how much she breaks my things, i still really really love her. she one of the 3 people in this world i can tell anything to. sorta like a soulmate. among the three though, she understands me the best... BUT I STILL HAVENT FORGOTTEN WHEN SHE FRIKKEN BROKE ALL MY CDs!
i wanted to post this so i could remember the convo i had with her that i finally realized how nice and understanding she is. lol.
btw, im reading these books to make me change how i live my life. lets just say, im truly moved by eschatology.