heres to looking down again...
i just wish everyone would try and mind there own buisness..i mean honestly everyone makes mistakes and im living with the ones that i have made..i really appreciate the ppl who are sticking by me and helping me through all of this.. it means so much to me.. and it really gives me a reason to keep going and trying to prove everyone else wrong.. i just want everyone to kno that im sry if you have lost respect for me.. that not what i have ever wanted .. that upsets me.. i kno maybe i have upset you.. i dunno .. but for the ppl i kno i have upset im truely sry and i just wish i could just take it back.. but i cant and i have to live with the consequences.. but its not like im the only person who has ever done this..im not a whore or anything like that .. and if you kno me well you kno that im not.. and i guess thats all that matters to me is that the ones closest to me kno the truth and care enough about about me to kno that.. i hate ppl who seem to thrive off this stuff .. and the rumors surrouding it.. they decide to put me down and and make me feel worse for there own pleasures.. its not very funny or nice.. and it doesnt make me feel anybetter.. and right now i need to feel better ..