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To Whom It May Concern:
Dear Friend,
Lately life has not been so good. and it seems like life has been so predictable. Who knew I would lose to two people I loved most? EVERYONE DID. Cus thats the kind of person I am I suppose. I push away those I love and make them hate me. Cus thats the truth they both hate me. I believe I was re-assured by one of them that I would NEVER lose them ever again. I kno that all of my journal entries happen to be the same... or under the same topic but thats what happens to me when I get depressed it comes back to those two boys I lost. So in a good note:
Alaina German_ i love you. you are my absolute best friend in the entire world. NO ONE compares to you, and NO ONE makes me feel as loved as you! I've never met someone that I could just COME to with all of my problems..as stupid as they may be. & you magically make everything better. With that little charm you have. You talk me out of stupid ideas and tell me wen im a moROn. which I am... 95% of the time. I Love You Gorilla Pants. <3 always n forever
Leah Simmons_ I love you leah! with all of my heart!!!!!!! and i know u think that we have drifted but nothing could b further from the truth bcuz once i get my license its amanda n leah dates all the time. cuz i can totally come get u, but promise me you'll never be skeptical of our best friend-ness ever again. i love youuuuu
Boy--- I lost you. and I've never regretted something so much in my entire life. I wished on 3:33 yesterday that I could get you back, but I know nothing could ever happen 2 get you back, life has been different since you, and it will only get more COMPLEX as time goes by. But I only wish you wont look back on me as some stupid mistake. bcuz i dont belive thats what i was, bcuz i LOVEd you.
Others Who I Love Dearly: Chrissy, Kristin, Krystal, and ROZ. the loves of my life. but im running outta time cuz i gotta do somethings. But your all so special to me, its unbelievable. Idk what i'd do if i didnt have you all. I guarantee I wouldnt be around anymore.
Dear Friend,
Lately life has not been so good. and it seems like life has been so predictable. Who knew I would lose to two people I loved most? EVERYONE DID. Cus thats the kind of person I am I suppose. I push away those I love and make them hate me. Cus thats the truth they both hate me. I believe I was re-assured by one of them that I would NEVER lose them ever again. I kno that all of my journal entries happen to be the same... or under the same topic but thats what happens to me when I get depressed it comes back to those two boys I lost. So in a good note:
Alaina German_ i love you. you are my absolute best friend in the entire world. NO ONE compares to you, and NO ONE makes me feel as loved as you! I've never met someone that I could just COME to with all of my problems..as stupid as they may be. & you magically make everything better. With that little charm you have. You talk me out of stupid ideas and tell me wen im a moROn. which I am... 95% of the time. I Love You Gorilla Pants. <3 always n forever
Leah Simmons_ I love you leah! with all of my heart!!!!!!! and i know u think that we have drifted but nothing could b further from the truth bcuz once i get my license its amanda n leah dates all the time. cuz i can totally come get u, but promise me you'll never be skeptical of our best friend-ness ever again. i love youuuuu
Boy--- I lost you. and I've never regretted something so much in my entire life. I wished on 3:33 yesterday that I could get you back, but I know nothing could ever happen 2 get you back, life has been different since you, and it will only get more COMPLEX as time goes by. But I only wish you wont look back on me as some stupid mistake. bcuz i dont belive thats what i was, bcuz i LOVEd you.
Others Who I Love Dearly: Chrissy, Kristin, Krystal, and ROZ. the loves of my life. but im running outta time cuz i gotta do somethings. But your all so special to me, its unbelievable. Idk what i'd do if i didnt have you all. I guarantee I wouldnt be around anymore.