Illusion of Control

[say_kiss]

Im in such a weird mood tonight. First of all, im completely wore out from working 12 hour days. I was seriously falling asleep at like 10 every night. Speaking of which, i have to get up in 3 hours to drive all the way to Dayton for a one hour meeting...fun. Ummmmmm....so ya, Student Painters is actually going really well, i have 4 kids hired

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[anonymous]

well, im pretty sure i was the "obnoxious" person and i already mentioned things to you earlier about that but, that's fine. Pretty much what i got from reading this is that i hope to god i dont go away to college and come back being a babbling self-righteous person. Not saying you're wrong or right..because there isnt any right or wrong opinion. but, damn. why cant you just go with things and not think so much into them. you keep thinking psychologically instead of just going with what you feel. you only live once, unless you believe in reincarnation..then you live several times, but basically...have fun and dont over analyze things that simply cant be explained. just let things happen. if you start doing this then youll end up being satisfied. and, one more thing, whats more pathetic...my "sad" happy self exsistance or someone who sits on a computer trying to understand and figure out things that simply cant and will never be understood. love and just life in general is an amazing thing...and people who sit around trying to grasp the concept of it wont ever get the chance to really experience it all. thats all the "pathetic" little girl has to say. thanks.