Dec 06, 2005 01:01
ive decided that maybe i should update a little in here??
ive realized that boyfriends are way overrated. ive changed my mind. i dont really want one. i like being able to do what i want, when i want, however i want, and with who i want, and i like not having to answer to anyone.
finals are starting for me this week. awesome. gotta love it.
school hasnt been that bad this semester for me. but we shall see if i do get through this week.
staci moved into her new apartment today. i must say, i am jealous of it. i love her apartment. its times like these, that i wish i didnt have those damn cats.
signed a lease with cari for the forum next year. should be interesting. but its my last year, so i dont really care, as long as its cheap. and fun. gotta be fun. that is a must.
cooper called me last week sometime and said that he wanted me to call more often and that he wouldnt mind dating me (again). but when i call him, he doesnt call me back. Ahh well, Im over it. Most of the time I dont even think about it. or him. whatever.
noah and i are friends again (gasp). I know I know. but its alright. Things always work out in the end.
there are some people that really really annoy the hell out of me. i can think of two people right off the top of my head that i would just really like to bash thier skulls in sometimes. but i dont. and im kinda nice to them because i dont wanna make them feel sad. but ahhhhhh i just wanna scream whenever i think about them....or get annoyed with them. DAMN IT. Why cant people just leave me alone when I wanna be alone and not constantly IM me and ask me what I am doing?? Or tell me that I HAVE to invite them when i do something social. WHAT THE FUCK?? I am single. I have a mind of my own (i hope) and I like to do things with whom i want to do things with. Not just hang out with people because I feel bad for not inviting them. I hate boys. I really do. And for this reason, I will probably remain single for the rest of my life. I dont think that my personality deals well with someone always being with me and wanting attention from me. Attention here and there...ok...but not every fucking day. Jesus. Get your own life!
there is a party in copper beach on thursday. i invited dave and i cant wait. I heart that kid. hes one of the guys that i dont mind spending time with....or inviting to things because i think hes just so cool....and fun, no doubt.
ok sleep time for me.