Aug 02, 2005 22:17
i have no clue why, but i feel so depressed lately. and i have no one to talk to about it. pauls away and hasnt called me. stephs away. no one to talk to. i had the worst day yesterday. ugh.. if God is testing me, then i can NOT take it anymore. nothing had made me too happy lately. i hate being this way. no one will read this anyway, hopefully..