discouraged
that is exactly how i feel right now. i had such a good feeling about auditions and one of them even told me to check the call board on thursday (a very good sign) and nothing. no call back for romeo and juliet... my favorite play of all time. i freaked out for a week preparing for nothing. and even the director seemed to be encouraging... i just don't know where i went wrong. the one play i truly tried my best to get into and i have failed. maybe i really don't have "it". well, those who can't do teach, truer words were never spoken.