Nov 30, 2005 08:14
my new shoes came in. i feel shitty for buying them, but you know what.. they're just shoes. and it's just money. just paper we give value to.
im used to my sidekick correcting my punctuation and stuff like that, so excuse it.
^^(there it is again, betsy. 'used')
Hearing/seeing the same things more than often is
starting to take it's toll on me.
i cant explain it very well, so i wont.
mostly because i don't understand fate. ehh .. does anyone?
i used to draw and write down things that i would see/hear all the time.
or things i felt meant something. reminder to self; start doing that again.
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"you don't necessarily have to chase things in order for them to get to you"
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i feel bad for my dad. he works too much in bad conditions. and too far away from home.
then when he gets home, my moms a bitch the whole time.
my sister is back with her husband and my cousin could go to iraq.
things seem to be looking up.. ?
:/