Dec 02, 2005 02:16
im such a gemini, which i'm not sure exactly what that means.
something ______ at first sight.
ajhyghhhhh such a frustrations.
what's strange is that microsoft word does not come with new computers. you have to pay something like $99.99 for the programs, and its obvious that the technology for such a program has existed for more than a New York minute. see, as opposed to such social movements as Marxism, or artistic movements such as Impressionism, technology takes a shorter time to come up with new ideas. mathmatical and scientifically minded people, who tend to be preoccupied with computer and other various technologies bounce off ideas more quickly than artists. artists, which cannot be defined, although many have come up with ideals (gauguin [spelling paraphrased] stated, "art is either plaigarism or revolutionary"), seem to take more time in their developments. this is probably because such artists as noted above are incorrigable in their habits of drug and sexual indulgence.
what i'm really trying to say is that your best friend is the most attractive person that i have ever seen. I'm not sure what aspect of their figure or cranial figure strikes such appeal in me, but something for sure.
LOVE COULD NOT POSSIBLY ENCOMPASS WHAT HE FELT FOR HER. HE SANG TO HER FOR TWO HOURS BECAUSE LOVE IN A WORD SENSE WAS TOO LITTLE AN ADJECTIVE TO DESCRIBE THEIR REQUITED FEELINGS FOR ONE ANOTHER.
I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN REQUITED LOVE, which means to me that i have never been in love. my longest relationship was of four months. for one of those months i was in camp cayuga. (he wrote me a letter EVERY DAY). this meant a slew of new and attractive fifteen year olds, and very little recognition for Christopher Kuhlmann in Lake Peekskill, NY.
I lost my virginity to that guy. I want to fall, it seems obsessive.
I will now be social.
Love,
Cristal Rose Stevens