Apr 13, 2005 03:01
So I was just in my suite, alone, standing, staring out the window. It occured to me: I am really good at martial arts. Not amazing or anything, but definatly in the "can hold her own" catergory. The problem then lies in the fact that I do not know what to do next. I enjoy competing, but sometimes there is no thrill, just stress. Beating people up for fun is no option. I really hate hate hate telling people (especially men) that I am a black belt. Some people I tell are honestly scared or intimidated. Others think it is a joke and want to start a fight (as long as I am sober that is a really bad idea.) The last group tells everyone else about it.
Ok, so I have decided this: I am going to begin by using what I have to mold my body into amazing shape. I am an athlete at heart (no matter how clumsy I am) so I can use that for almost anything. Also, I am going to coach kids when it comes to tournements. I have judged a few so I have that experience, and I am a good fighter with a lot of advice to give (you guys should hear me when someone says "do you have any advice for me?")
Done being prfound because it is 3AM (and I must be crazy.)