Oct 18, 2004 12:43
So stressed, so busy, such a loser. I think if i could ever focus and actually do schoolwork it would be sooo easy, but instead I wait til the last minute sit all day and do nothing and then wonder why i fail tests or wonder why i get an OK grade on my 14 page paper. That is actually why I'm online doing my journal... because I have so much work to do, I'd rather do this.
That and Darren is just the cutest thing in the world and I wanted to let him know that ;-)
So what's new in life... I think I'm going to vote today to avoid lines and make sure that my vote is properly counted. Save some stress the day off the election for my man George W.
I went to an art fair downtown the other day, it was the most gorgeous day and I brought the little puppy we're still trying to sell, i figured she'd get some interested buyers or at least get me some new friends. I did in fact meet a sculptor there, we had a blast and talked all day. he was older and crazy and he took me out that night and then the next day we hung out too. The only problem is how do you tell someone that their art is ugly in your eyes?
This quandary arose once before when Mark painted a picture of me and I thought it was pretty ugly.... not ugly i guess... but certainly not me... he wanted to give it to me and I thought there would be no way of telling someone that you didn't want an ugly painting of yourself hanging on your wall. but it was about the sweetest idea ever though. man i found like a bi-hatch.
i've been bartending more and working more as well and i think again, that's where the meanness and cursing is coming from. i'm going to work on that.
ummm, old friends are much appreciated at all times. especially when i lost my cell phone AGAIN, at the same gas station... which is kinda suspicious to me... and old friends are the only ones whose number i have memorized. or the only people who ever called my house phone anyways. back in the day when we were young and didn't have cells and you had to worry about not calling each other too late cuz their parents would get really mad.
i think i'm going to come back up to orlando soon... just to visit anyways. I miss you all and I have got a couple errands to do up there anyways. Maybe I'll get a wetsuit and go surfing. Maybe someone can help me out with this question... are sharks more or less of athreat when you're surfing in the winter? On one hand i'm reasoning that its too cold and maybe they go further south or maybe stay in warmer areas.... but on the other hand i'm thinking... wait, we ARE further south and we are in the warmer areas... plus if its colder out at sea maybe sharks come in closer to shore where the temps are warmer and therefore are at risk of clashing with surfers more. hmmmm....
oh yes, i'm also looking for a name for the puppy we're keeping. she's a little girl boxer with a big circle of white around her neck and white socks on all four feet and a stripe of white on her face and down her chest. she's perfect really except for the fact that she's kinda dumb. why is it that good looking, sweet and incredibly dumb always seem to go together? on the other hand, nobody seems to want the puppy that we're trying to get rid of cuz she isn't as cute, she's just plain brown with a black mask... but she's very lively and intelligent. it's just wrong i tell ya. maybe i'll start a beauty magazine for the plain boring ugly people who are incrediblyu sweet and intelligent! that will be my vehicle for social change. anywho, i'm thinking i wanna name her something in spanish. it's got to be a pretty word ins panish that's easy enough to say and also sounds good when you call itout loud. its an extra bonus if it means something really cute too. so far my ideas have been chiquita, and then mija was suggested as well. my mom suggested "chicken" which could really only be pollo or gallina... both of which i don't like. soo... if anyone has any good name ideas let me know. maybe it will be a contest. If you come up with a winning name you can decide on your prize... within reason. let me know.
i tried playing my saxophone the other day for my friend jenn. i think i knocked a spring off or something cuz all the sudden it just wouldn't work for me. its making me sad because i'm losing touch with everything i ever loved. :-( it's my own fault though i know.
on a side note, i just watched that new controversial eminem video... and i hate to say it but i like that song, and he's pretty cute. what is wrong with me! what have i become. i'm definitely going to church more often ;-)