Lonely for someone
Hahaha show day in Salinas yesterday. Was hecka cool, only lost to Clovis West and Logan *no shock there*.....only bad thing was that I kinda sprained my wrist pushing my keyboard cart through the mud......i have bells and all sorts of other crap under there. Woke up this morning and was like "AHHH what the HECK, my wrist hurts so bad!!!!"
So yeah-this is hecka random, but lately I've had someone on my mind that I haven't had second thoughts about since....well for a good long while. All in this past week it's rushed back to me.....first in dreams, then right before our competition yesterday *literally right before....but I blame dang Homestead and their show.....the music from Spiderman*.......it has just been so weird. I've been wanting to talk with him for a while but dang schedules, they keep me so freakin busy! So yeah. Good stuff. *NOT!*
Quote for the day *hecka deep....think hard*:
"I feel empty inside, and I think that, that is where my hopeless romantic stems from. I mean from a psychologists point of view, it makes obvious sense, that we create things within ourselves things to deal with emptiness we feel. Maybe being a hopeless romantic can be viewed a disease that I have? I have no idea where I am going with this but maybe it causes more of a problem than good.......or maybe all teenagers have this to one degree or the next, a desire to seek a relationship that surpasses 'just friends.' One to relieve your romantic desires. The importance on each depends on who you are, but to an extent both are there, I mean honestly who can argue that making out is a bad thing and on the flip side who can argue that cuddling all night on a couch is lame either? Ok maybe the extremists can argue those points but the thing is if you had the chance for True Love (which has both areas) would you deny it? I doubt most would. For there is something within all of us that longes for love, I know it is not just me. I know that I am not alone..."
So yeah-this is hecka random, but lately I've had someone on my mind that I haven't had second thoughts about since....well for a good long while. All in this past week it's rushed back to me.....first in dreams, then right before our competition yesterday *literally right before....but I blame dang Homestead and their show.....the music from Spiderman*.......it has just been so weird. I've been wanting to talk with him for a while but dang schedules, they keep me so freakin busy! So yeah. Good stuff. *NOT!*
Quote for the day *hecka deep....think hard*:
"I feel empty inside, and I think that, that is where my hopeless romantic stems from. I mean from a psychologists point of view, it makes obvious sense, that we create things within ourselves things to deal with emptiness we feel. Maybe being a hopeless romantic can be viewed a disease that I have? I have no idea where I am going with this but maybe it causes more of a problem than good.......or maybe all teenagers have this to one degree or the next, a desire to seek a relationship that surpasses 'just friends.' One to relieve your romantic desires. The importance on each depends on who you are, but to an extent both are there, I mean honestly who can argue that making out is a bad thing and on the flip side who can argue that cuddling all night on a couch is lame either? Ok maybe the extremists can argue those points but the thing is if you had the chance for True Love (which has both areas) would you deny it? I doubt most would. For there is something within all of us that longes for love, I know it is not just me. I know that I am not alone..."