Sep 03, 2005 00:22
one of my best friend's made me super sad 2day! he said he hated me. and he didn't want his g/f (which is one of my best friends) to have anything to do with me.now i honestly love this guy. not like boyfriend love but he's as one of my closest friends that i could pretty much tell anything too. wow did what he said hurt me.... sooooooooo much. he told me he was sry and he was just looking for someone to vent out his anger on. but he's done this before to me so many other times. idk it's really hard but i don't think i can trust him anymore. and it really hurts to know that i basically lost one of my best friends. i thank Jesus that i have the friends that i do bcuz if didn't i'd probably be so lost.
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ok about band. oh gosh i can't even start to begin. i'm so stressed out over that crap that i'm practically pullin my hair out. it's just so.........................grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .can't stand it!!!
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chealsea i love u sooo much. u always try to find the good in ppl. thanks for helpin get through the day! :)